Courtney Rants

VAGUEISH DATE FOR LONDON MY BORTHDAY….ILLBE 28 AGAIN OR WHATEVER MY WAISTLINE IS MAYBVE ILLGE LUICKY AN D BE 25

me and cristina are watching he ab fab marathon and mommy dearest is for later tonight christ ots been a year since weve been here hasnt it?
wow time passes…………

xxc

hey all

i noted a cpmment about russell drinking- hes sober has been for four years- doesn drink. wierdly edward is in hawaii and ruzsselland him have made friends- This one id pay ro ne a fly on the wall to see- But Norton has an excellen sense of whose acttually funny and he sensed it in Russell i guess- i love it! two of my fave people sitin in maui just c hillin together.
i love thatthere are allrthese boots and they have such finny titles one tgingabout this new band is that my fave thing to do onstage is to jam and make up songs- patty was very essential to that cos eric adn mel werent always into it and me and patty would hve to drag them into these m ini songs, hat i never ever remember. sxopme are good too, and c ould have been giid songs, i was sso trumatised at the bowl i cant recalla nyhing akkl i kbnow is tha record could hvcew been exceklkent if i ztuck with linda, and instread you hve watered down overpriced versions of half assed songs that sone work and some dont0- my kleasxt fave song ever the zeppelin song thata nd be a man are my two worst songs, prenegious and lame but noone bats a thousand, ill live and loveagain, im lovingthi shaircut, iuts a thick bob and its my fave hair icve ever had actually, nd i had dinner w chris and gwyn again and i relaise listing to coldoplay that chris is fucking GENIUS , firtsly hes amazingly lovely, secondly i dont care wghat punk rock boys in he nme wnna say aboug Coldplay- his writingios excellent and hes just sensittive genius boy, im reaLLY enjoying coldplay alot/ tons nd ons in fact and learningsomuch frfom his writing forms.
so…three mixes came back and 2 of them are EXCELLENT ( this is from the coldplay guy whose alos lopvely anbd dod o for free) Samantha gavde nme he chills and Linda Than The Lord thinks hes great too bu nmy vox need to be louder
my fave hoel in ondon is pisses at ,eme for smoking inb bed and we have o worj it out cos i hate the other options.
i need my hotel, ilovemy hotel, soneone has top fix this horrib le misunderdstanding. ye shere were minor burn marks but i paid for them= hey even wanted a fir marshall ourtsode my oom llnight i mean of the mokers out hree wich of you DONT smoke in the dammed bed? i guess i dropped a cog on the sheets a few to man y times ofr dsometthing. v erfy upsettiong illchnt and itllbe fixed, im sure..
we know the prais date and are thsiclose o getting the BEST venue EVER, im very excited.
Lo ndon im prety sure where thevenue is aroub d juyly 9 in camden, hint its ca;;ed a gallery, ill tellyall the dAYS before and the webiste will be set up by themn so yoy can get tix on line.
okay well i need yro exercise and c hant, i can belive this one bikini picture where my tummy looks like a sharpei, ive been exercisinfga lot and getting more of a six pack and dpoing alot of lunges and squats so im getting ir together and im AT MY GOAL WEIGHT but im still wnting en more punds gone, i know greedy, bu i must accept siing nextto gwyn or drew or any of hes ewomen who are built like doll women small boned and fine, ive got huge shoulders and ribs and bones and will always be an amazon, just a thin amazon, i ordered red jeans from mtches in he uk, thier mcq, im gonnafeel like noel, hehzs to get credit for sarting the red hjanes thing outisd eof jack white, imna littkle worried ab out noel and aM gonna strut in there and kick his ass his habits are apprently getting a little unproductive. at kleastthatstteh gossip it could be total nonsensde i got a greast email from him and he semmed fine and no probs.
i snuggled up and just watched mighty boosh in bbc last night, im so not going anywhere outidr emnyhiouse for a while=- i need to learn every song ibn guitar perfectly and is a herculean task thered a sgt peppers quality tp rhe record in terms of translation to live i dont wanna skipa note woich is swhy were gettinga keyboardist painist, im toallye xcited for these”jamming sessions” auditions whatever youw anna c all em, but i willmake sure noone feels like a number lik ein la, and evertyon feels posigive wether they get the gig or n ot, i keep getikmg charlitte hathaway chalrotte hathaway fromEWVERYONE but i think shes doinghe rOWN hing and is exactkly whar i dont need =right now= id ask Mel if i wanted someone with a solo csareer if that wa sthe case i have nio idea if Mel would even do it but i hin kl shed fibnd it fun, but shed always be thibking”thatshoudl be me singing:” thioygh i do need a good backupo vpice pref female.
okay thats me.
i did a german inerview yesterday that id ont trust whatsoever she wanted three or foyur hours about the book an d it was inappropiaye qurestiuona fter innapropriate qwuestion, but gferman press can be like that strip[pinfg this strippingthay abnd questiobns ive heard two million tim es./
okay im out gotta chant
love
court

after the albums ou t the wierd media stiff will mostly stop, swear, heres no product so they just give me shit, but wjne therres “prodict” and its great thet lay off nd you do your covers and your Oprhs and etc and he her nonsesne washes awat ive been though it lots of times. the auction is big news co sheres no record out yet i had to tunr down tow o fmy fave fashiom mag covers friday because is tilldontknow he date, Paris i think wll be the 3rd o fJuly but a vert small venue. London will be a few days later, ill wait ti lNaveen puts the actul good webisye up and he record some songs on video acoustically on he my apces wich will come with this iste at the sam etime-= youll see its a genius webisute cobncept itll be fun gonnz gp tp sleep now and watch my tvoed house i love hugh laurie the fry lurie siff is amazing, Ivebeen hanging out with Sean Penn th a last few nights hes so brillaint and fun and i just adore hi sbrainand talent his wife is lucky.
noghyu night
c ourt

thereds apperently press that is sayong including the london Times widch is where i happened uypon this that i am “feekibsg pressure” from “Nirvcana Fans” as we know there re Nirvana Fans and then there are the 16=180 freaks who Kurt wouldcve hated whp i ignore and hacvnever paid attentipon too and thats why i :switched” from an aunction to a private buyer, this is horsepucky, utterly. There MAY be an auction and there MAY be a p[rivte buyer it depends, id prefer to void the PR of a big auction , but perhaps more cfan go to charity and its fairer to got o an auction,m and perhaaps i dnt wan to be involved in an “inverstment”scheme wherein i sell and then the person sells for three times teh amunt fter the biopic or ten times the amount inten years, wich i may dammed wellw ait for, i started a foundation – the Calliope Foundation years ago to provide arts and music to poor shcools wich Save The Music doe snow and oes well, and also to focus on Suicide prevention and drug abuse addiction esp int he Seattle area, and to create a Kurt Cbain yearly grant for a kid out of Aberdeen.Cosmopolis evcery year – an outsider type kid with artistic musical filmic potential, but shit happened and even tho oi spoke wth Paul Allen ( the othe rhalf of microsofT) the state of Washington was too busy taxing my estate when there was a perfectly legal will ( wicvh statute has no run out) and hiring 16 lawyers i didnt know about etc etc, itllallcome out in this life or Karma or the Akashic Records but itll ll come out, anyway i was busy and moving tp LA and i never got Calliope ( onf the 12 muses she wa sthe mus eof Epic Poetry and iliked her for Kurt) i never di d anything with it i think one event once- but foundations are difficult to run and take alot of effort liek rfunning a lable but a big one and theres alot of fraud in foundations when iw as voraciously reading abnout fraud when i had my fortiune stolen i read one of thebetter books on it and it happened to be one about Cjarities and fraud you have to hve real cops watching, and commiited peopkle like teh case of Music cares when a certaon former emloyee ran it he also raN THE grammies- one dinner they raisee1.8 million but the dinner cost 980k, chuck ohillips at thelta times wona Pulitzer for exposing that story, but i chnated two hours ton ight and really thought about where the money should go and since Calliope stillexistst i may staff it CAREFULLY using professional and go to Trudie Styler an dBono to mke sure im getting the best sorts of people to police it seo this money goes where Kurt would have wanted it and we can keeop it where Kurt is from mybe two grants a year in ein grays harbour an done nationally would be fairer for a scholarship, im thinkinga aloud, but back ot the original point , i dont listen ot cvare what those crazed little hormonal mysoginist kids write about me, i bever read irt and ive come to ther point whrre imnot allthe way there ive practically stopped readinganything about myself at all- my goal is to get to that anthony hopkins place wher eone doesnt read the good or the bad, ever under an y circumstance, i google myself occasdionally abouyt ince a month now,m but i skim and i feel bad for even doing that= im really chanting for alot of things right now alot my list takes three pages = verythingf romamterial thinsg to allevaiting one persons misery each day and bringing joy to on e person each day and for true compassion and to understand why iw as born to these parents and to fulfill my mission and create value in all that i do, inevery actiion creqat value, culture an deducation , fo rthat it os makingmusic that does that particularly live music, and stop being so dammed reactive, i think thats my worst chrcater flaw, i canbe so reactive, and iknow it and it drives me nuts because it doesw not gel with the rest pof my goals and mission truth over fame, virtue over material wealth, and if one can amge t both at the same time , i live in shark pool so its a little hard, but there ar egood compassionate people around me and the 9th consciousness the Law the Secret the m,ystc law the shoten zenjin takes veryvery good care of me when i let go. so the Times piece spread about a bit i askeds someone who does read about me, and i m ust say thi sis nonsense, inever care what they say these freaks, Kurt addressed them in the liner notes of in Utero and in countless interviews and it wa sone of the things that drove him to his death, it hurt and wa snot fun and he feklt so much guilt like us falling in love ha dtaken m,e away from me wich was true but it was worth it, Lovehas sacrifices, and i made the ultimate one= lost my entire idnetity forever, and became identified with a man forweve and ever= but thats nonsesne too i have fith i wil nto always be indentofied ewith himwhen i actr and wgen ising i no longer am indentified with him and when i fulfill m ymission wich is writongand playing music live i am me cxourtney love ( cobain) so i just wanted to straighten that out, ive recieved NITHING but sxupport and even the Times reported that ie as recieving criticisim wlel id recieve crticism if i had a perfect 6 pack and became a nun so its wate roff a ducks back, i also haventhad the opportunity to communicate to the public and speak about the music and the issues that mtter to me Buddhism and compassionand changde and survival and turning poisxon into medicine and helopinga s many peple as its possible fo rmew to help with my exirience strength and hope, burt as far as moving this vast amount ( tome its not a vast amoutn compared to lennons sriff Kurt had very few things henever had a chance to indulge himself in any luxury goods or attractive environments he was too busy making golden eggs for others, and pancakers and unplugging the phine withme an dfrances) but its alot of stuff its jiust very rare= and the price quoted i was told will dpuble afte rthe biopic and inten years will triple at thevery least so lets see where i can creat ethemost value out of these things that peple want-= i knew this wehn Kurt s sweater fetched 280 ooo usd for Unicef- it was just asweater tome but it meant the world to this kid,
Iheard about one guy wgo wanted to approach me an older guy whop collected someone else and switche dto kurt because he doesntbelieve there are collectors in that income range that can afford it yet, that upset me as ts nonsendse males 35-45 and there are a plenty of them ar every much into collecting= when is ai dwe were dealing with ONE person he is very priuvate and o plan on being very prubvate about tthe detsils but if that one person doesnt work out the fact os there are others, and they are passionate and not llking top sell or make an investment wich i would prefer-if i sell something to youf or a dollar i dont wan tyou turninga round and selling it for five if it meant alot to me -= tehn again wether its Calliope foundation or a foundation Trudie or Bono ( the two people i woukld take the recomendations from – one my mentor and the other my friend) it deosnt muc matter what they do with Kurts guitar from unplugged otr the Ibanez her playe don Teen Sprirt, and the Mustang he played on heart shaped box of the collage noise cassettes he ,made or the work tapes of the songs as he wrote them= imt hinkings icne franny and KC share a ne xact simnilair sense of humour that his meat collages and comics shoudl be kept for her, and there was ab out 50% of what wa s never publishe dinthe diaries an d perhaps witha sworn affadavut to never reveal the contents iwoudl consider exchanging this to heklp pthers in the various ways ive suggested above.
iev sai ditbefore its an exchange of energies, and my ideal buyer is genuinklya Kurt fan who owning the stuif fwould tke it on musueam tours and woud plkaythe guitars and use things and would value his stuff incredibely, and i could us ethe enrgy exchange to help others inthe ways mentiuoned nd more things Kurt would want solvemncy for his daughter and peronsal investments too bitmistly givingt o other people- rersearch into stmach ailmenst mysterious like him , perhaps even a perfect rehab( ohno i feel a steve coogan pitch coming on and need tpo throw up) ( bless)
anyway No iw a snot pressured by any child blogging if that coujnts as “pressure : wich it sur edoesnt to me or : criticism : wich none would be valid or anyones business everyone can understan dwhy its tiem yot move ona nd to do good works with the proceeds, works tht would creat e artists and promte tehm to stop bullyng to deal woth self destrucrtive fantasies and suicidal ideationa t a young age to hel p ther musicians and to help utside rartists and to grant two yeah imn into that now tewo artists a year one from his home county nd oennatinally and send them for a fukkride to NYU or Bard or wherever is approprate toheklp old musiciamns who got ruipped off who are living nt the streest who made massive hits andnever got a dime, forme to cog into juvenile halls and halfw ay houses an dteach music and arta nd fiilm and slefg belief and value and culture and edcuation to instilla live of reading and to lea dpeple to victory ni matter what – tp show and to prve by exampole that nothing isj impossible aNd dreams come true and as Kurt xchanted with me and listed himself a s a Budhist tyo teach unde rthe lessons of thegreat Biddhist guides.
to build a palace of the heart , using lyrics i dont need to own and hacve gathering dust, and frightwig t shirts and shirts he wore in teen spirit and dresses he wore in in bloom videos and all that stuff, it can go to vcreat so much so very much value inthis world, hed be glad fo rit so would i, and i think thats what sgoing tohappen,
to go to planstoen and tach women how to be independant form sweat shops o theere are so many many things.
and imust sleep because i wak eup do some yoga watch the view and chant, its hoydl be the other wat around ishoudl chant first but its my rythym, id liek to start gettingup more at 6 am liek my friend Trudie told me is teh appropriat etime fo rthis time of year, amnd stop using the net at night sinc ei sometime stend to write things that my bio ruthyms arent censoring from the mainstream press,
IUnany cSDE THESE ITEMS WILL BVE USED FOR GOOD WORKS APPLICABLE TYO KURTS CONCERNS AND INTERESTS AND PROBLEMS AND ITS A WONDERFUL FEELING, AND IF THE BUYER RESELLS FOR TRIPLE INTEN YEARS WELL HAVE FULKFILLED OUT MISSIN AND IT WONT AMTTER A SALE IS A SALE, AND IF ITS TO BE AN AUCTION, SO BE IT, an dio fthe aiudtion doesnt meet teh assessors needs then i withdraw and come back another time,
bti it believ teh stars are aligned and its time now.
i fdell great abotuthis as i wchanted tonight ( 2 hours) my mission here became reallyc lear to me-= this is enough toreally7 change things an dbe a real philanthropist ina serious way and succsfukkly done it grows and grows,a nd f one cares deepky for teh charites they are serving it can only be a food thing
i swear this is true

the ehart is wher ethe true treasures are and the more compassion one shows in every single action thebetter ones life becomes so if you mnust show compassionf or purely selfish reasons at first , it will come natuarlly, a lion is a lion . tht means some roaring biut raringf or comasiions sake and the sake of others joy and teh allevartion of other sd misery.

so yet again to clear ita ll up i as not’pressued : ort criticised:” into makingany decision nor will i ever be by some woyunded children inned of help and fuklopf greed and wraath and folishneess, they r eto be chanted for and prayed for, nto to be listended to, noonews pressuingme tyo do anything idont wnat odo ad uusal my whole life long and thatrs been very very bad andvery very good and i expect it to stay veruy very good for a long time to come and wehen there is siffering i willsuffer whatthere is to siffer and enjoy wahtther eis to eenjoy but aleays keep
VICTORY!!!!!! to creat evalue fulfuill my miisionand become a woman of limitless self esteem, and satya way frof oolishness hell animality an dallthe lower worlds of isffering by my daimokue an demy faith

to feel happy inside is worth everyt material posseion on earth and id o right now- iveben very reactiev lkately abd in hst going tolet go and let gid an dbuddha decide for me, icanbnot contrl the 172 loose ends nor can i c oherently instrcut ther inhow to= it wil all be all good.

exoect the naveen genuius ewebiste mixed with mys pace mid may. its amazxing he sdi maddobnanas webiste but this is nothing lie that its a brulliuantne widea and hasnt been done yet but nothing complex promise youd intahve to be atech head to get this.

love and have a great sleep i now have to get my adreniline down since being online stimulates me and makes me want ogo to 1stdibs.com where the REALLKY brauyitful furnitutr is.

going to sleep blessings upn you all!

nam myoho renge kyo (THAT is the secret)

Court

paul allen has a ton of stuff at emp and might add stuiff gottenf rom places lie apts we moved out of or the guitar i gave steve from mudhoney or i=di he sell it the hardrock ?camt recall……..iv given mp a few things they even have contraband stiuff they dont display like pill bottles and worse,

tenent of Nic hiren Buddhism is that all karma all siffering humiliation rejection persecution is a beautiful jeel challenging you to move yoru karma past that and to truly dig for z human revolution anyone ho s Oprahs “secret” stuff kinda get s it bitthis is mor esophisticated there is in my paractice a palce called the 9th consciousness it its a pure world the 7th is the unconsious here the demons dell but the shioten zenjin the forces if the universee the LAW is in the 9th consciounsess and doing daimoku ( nam myoho renge kyo) doe s many thing sat one time 3000 life forces at ine time ich is called ichinene sanzena and ether like once happene dto me i saa vicne caugh running sarounbd in my hea dina s and m outfit thats just karema working itself out but ine open soneself up to chanting more an dmore for peace for kosenrufi for the happiness of others and for appreciationand gratitude for every negative thing sthat happes for all siffering and it seems to turn poison into medicine the mnore ypa ccept that\

Tony Robbins who ive met and adore and the Secret are verty smilair in alot of ays it sbout contrilling negativity but Diamouku is the mytic la we can never comoprehend as humans and it protects us completely and utterly fr neyond simoly not thinking ngetaively i have somuch fauth in this that if i a stold give up yoyr fauth or your life i ould give up my life, faith is so very very crucial, when i as a kid and lean4ed bout the holocaust i didnt get hy people didnt just say they ere chritsians ti survive- im so far aay from that now i would never frenounce my faith

its very challneging, theres so much karma and so much cause and effect ive creted bvut i am 100 percent responsioble for aall thjat pocccurs- sometimes i get stuck in needing to kno an dunderstand what happened to me and the estates and frannys fitune in the 90s e are fdefintly one of the top 3 most fucked eove rfamilie sfinancially in rock an droll history allthings being rleative but it sbeen fixed, and i ant p klet it fgo i aklso belive ui have a right to know the actual details and thats fair

i believe it happne dto me afte ri as widoed ten times worse before i was on drugs and right after edard left akthough it went on hen edard as around in sahinbgtin ina whiol eother case that may never come to loght but becayse iu as controversial and that bank has a historu of ripping people off either eay my persona led top my vuklnerability- an dthi sled to 142 bank accounts at one bank abnd all these mortgates an dtrusts and crazy wire transfers and mexs and even though the FBIU is on this it sso slow and i wonder if i as Juklia Riberts i fthius ould hve ever happened ( no) but if it woul dgo so slow but i challnege myself inf ront of the gohonzen its a tenent of Nichiren to orship your parents- anyone who knows my history knos i fot two real doozies but i summon it up and pray fo rthie rhappiuness and thats so hard, it starte dwith me thanking them fo rmy human life and now ive evolved to knowibngthat if i can overcome the cruelty and avbuse and lying and mnetal illness of them an doary genuinly for thie rhappiness my environemnet will become even better although it sniot so bad now, suffer hat there is to suffe3r enjoy what there is to enjoy and know that the mystic law will ALAYS TURN POISON INTO MEDICINE especially asyou oray for others abnd thier hppiness an dtake no foolish jealous or grudging actions.
sincerely
courtney

letmebeveryclearabout my blog last night- there are personal collectors i have heard of – but my team is only dealing with ONE who we all like, i ahve not methim buth e sounds very nice.
The otehrs have either chased me for a long time or aremysteriously coming out of the woodwork through imporper channels. i dont have a line of very welthy people around the block vying forthis stuff- i have an a list team and they are dealing with the ONE person they feel is the most apporpiate as a home for these items, since the media takes things i say and twists them oyut f context i fekt i needed to clarify, obviously i havethe right to speak my mind but i only go through the proper channels in the case of Kurts things and there is only ONE person we are seriously discussing this with.
The rest of them seem like shadow figures and i dont know thiero chracters or who they are or their histpories the ONE person we are dealing with has alot of charcter and is a positive good place for Kurts stuff.
Please correct yourselves my blog lastnightwas to clarify WHY i was ready tp sellthe majority of KCs stuff, it wasnt meant to piss anyone off, nd it seems to have without me wanting to.
My team has decided upon ONE person who is an avid collector and a good guy and thats the person we are focussing upon, noone else again there is no line of jillionares around the block. if there are they ar enot going through the proper channels and we are not dealing with them, we ar eonly dealing with ONE person. Who we all like and think is themost approprite person for this exchange of energy.
i havde busy day and must go.
Please correct yourselves, yes people have cocme put of the woodwork the wrong woodwork, and im not considering them presently i m only considering ONE person who has the right intentions and seems very positive.
Yes id like to avoid an auction and scattering all of KCs stuff to teh four winds, but id an auction hppens the auction houses are very very responsible and also cab be positive thing,
i hoperthat clraifies allthese insane newstories about my many BILLIONARES because that is total nonsense.
doyour reaserch and call my rep who is correct when he says that no logistics and nod ates and times are set yet.
i simply hve mde the decision and if it doesnt go right i willl withdraw the decision but i m optimistic that things will go great with the ONE person my team is dealing with.
i hope that is crytsal clear, my rep at rogers and cowan knows more than me i only hear rumours unless its come from my counsel who i listen to and who are only dealing with ONE person in this, i wont say it again.
pl;ease get that right and correct yourselves you are mking up stories an dbending my words some of wich were impulsive and pssibly misleading- alot if these guys ar erumours, shadows and some have chased me for years – but once again we are only dealing with ONE private collector, an dthats too much information right there- the story broke i hd my say and my say was twisted and tken out of context. or i was not clear enough = iw ork within a team and the team is in charge of this situation and they are excellent atther jobs and i do what they advise me to do, they are not dealing with anyone but ne person,. period.
so please again corrcet yourselves
courtney

who runs courtney-love.org and why do they get an org?isntthat for non profit things and charities/ any knpwldege or guesses and i think those pics should be put on this site !!!!!!! while we hve til mid mauy til we hav e the genius website up = i think the pics shpuld be here. is that a problem?

as my rep sod the logistics and dates are not set, ivebeengetrtingtheseofferesfor years and finally decided to partwith alotof stuf wich means nothing to us atthi spoint and wed like to move away from the energy of these thingsand being the stewardsof thesethings, i dontthink there should be ANY controversy about this, PObviously we will keep Kurts most precious things i was misquotede and sounded quite flip, Frances will have tons of stuff for her family, not just a few items, butnot TONS of stuffthat means nithing to her now and wont mean anything to herlater.
i noticed there were 173 stoires on this assuming the tiny little freaks that Kurt would have hated would be “outraged”
why? donteevn nswer i dont care- theyrent a part of mylife and wherever Kurt is im sure he doesntwantthem and thier opionions = as isaid i spojke at length abou tthis withmy former fiancee and he amomngst many many other people said this was defintily emotional progress and the best idea id had in a verylong time, to just move on instead of hoarding these things where noone enjoys them or values them or in my case in some items values them ina n unhealthy way, ihave inmy house secret little thingsifhis everywhere just little tchokes that makle me feel like hes still around and hes NOT, so its time to move on in my life, thats all, im quote cshocked anyone cares allthatmuch, especially as it was a misquote and there may nbever BE an auction. like my rep said again there re no ligsitics wokrd dout some tertiary discussions with some private collectors and some more collectors coming out of the woodwork, but the hassle of an auction might be too emotional for me, someone asked me if iwas coming to the premiere of HTH, and i must say i very much doubt it, its farfar away, but i dont want to relive that or watch other people relivethat-= i will apporve the script and actors and driector withmy team but then i cannotbe involved emotionally anymore-theseareall cveryemotionally loaded things for me but ultim,ately its aboutbeing free of the burdens,steraiugtening out the myths and thelies , and always as in the case of KCs diariies holing morethna 50% of his stuff back from the public,atmy own expense, ididnt wantour love letters published as he woulndthave liked that- ive done a great job with themess of an estate and the rip offs ive expirienced, a bog mess landinginmy lap and a plethora of silly stupid little boytwats who blogthier insane stiff for a few years and then resl;ise how nonsenical they arebeing, and cease, break ins realescape schemes and wire transfers all overthe world and vforged signatures and people ive been in business with rippingme off the entire time= etc etc and most of all nothavinganothe parent to deal with esp now- 14 thats a tough year and imso glad we beatthe odds and are closer than ever, ive kept her ouyt of the contsant films and magazines shes been offered for the most part, and im not going to blag on and on how great i am i just dont understand how a very personal decision could possibly get so much attention.
again theres no dates or logistics worked out just collectors approaching me. and some beginiing tals with auction houses, but i hve mcd ethe decision to move this stuff along now, and if it isnt appreciated for what it is i will just lock it back up and wait for a better time. as everyone knows i am very finaciaally secure and this isnt abou tthe money though i will not undersell it, ir as isid be tken advantage of, its been assessed and im very confident the auction houses will agree with the assessment since the assesor came from an auction house.
so thats enough o fthat topic, time ot change up and move on an dpossibly change pajamas( theyre the ones we got married inactually its juts been a habit fo ryears and years sometimes icveeven felt better werarinfg his socks, but i need to move on in my life nd my relationships s all my friends have told me over and over as well as therapists et al)
ojay i hacvenothing mpe to say on thi smatter i just wanted to valideate what my rep said and clarify the matter to you guys.
im all about personal growth in a lethally serious manner and this is part of whats best for the family and best for our emotional growth as a team.
love
court
and good dammed night.