Courtney Rants

singke sin uk with amagzine i think my spinsir i n this record is taliing about serious push stiff liek billboards its reather exciting. uop there wuth the bras and the jeans! but he belives in t hsi record more than “anythung else in 20 years”: so its allvery exciting and its an old 90s budget but baby i cannot do low budge i just cant i can do medium budge evenb as long as there smovie s on demand room dervice and some good books 180 days oi vey i beetr be in peak heaklth and ive nevrtourned this thin, ive aklays been 145-150 for touring but iu like the thin thiung, im very happy with nmy dentist by the way im not gonnahave to get any surgery i dontthink thabnk god i hate it, was platng with reds cos i cant imnagine wearing armani bff with gloss forlife! i get ina red move dammit, and my lovely kevyn i gave to pato 70 bucks fo rthat shit i think im taking uit bvack my dentints is a genius. and i love having an older guy sponsor mad eof money who loves this record mor ethan anytging

it and maybe soem of that was public but he spoke oto me privately manty times to checxk on me and i willalways love him fo rthat and even sent someone doen to check on me hes very very good man but im afraid on on a fdoffernt prgram now- im atthe age when Vogfue covers mattr more to me im afraid,. and gashion is doing stinningkly well and i want to very much and in fact have started a new line “never the Bride”i sthe name of the high end line. very high end

both f its jam the lyrics are second on a never go hingry song the lyrics were there first and siusnet marquis a mess ton of lyrics were there forst, pch the musoc wa sthere after i thought o fthe title an dthen the lyrics the who workld is in my hands was a collusion ,the one on the skin was just me scatting but i dont know how to iumporve it i think Linda need s to hit it shes just so busy it sabout gettinbg her time nobodies daughter was very Linda but then Damon came up with the amzing keyboard part an dthey did the thre epart harmomnies whn i asnt arpiund , loserdust billy encpouraged me to keep as i was throwing it out an dhe said :”thats a cute little punk song dont get rid of that” umm the homework assiugnement i presently have from LP{ is a nevr go hungry type thing= for onc ein you rlife was band aroubd campfire song- all the guys lp and me-and literally those lyrics were the lyrics and they just stayed there and hap[py ending story was music first, samantha has samantha ansd vowel sounds on the verses, linda wrote that amzing littel bridge thing, Billy N me worte the rest, malibue i was trying to figur eout exactly waht happend there i know Billy arrnaged it but i know i hd most of the riffs written and alot of lyriocs hes the one who md eit more comple though= the trick woth hom os to get it and take it and make it your own, cod he will go to the “wall” in the pink floyd sense an dyoull be without a chorus but man whenb your in the room with the guy and hes no t thinking an dits not fo rhim, its for me, its so much better, i have a wuestion? be honest. how is zeitgeist? ryan will kill me ive inly listend to the cribs cd once and im scared to listen to zeitgeisti just recall tow thanksgivings ago billy in the living rm with me lisa an dneil and singing to this eight rack recording and it was so unfettered and clean and had lotsa choruses and stuff and i thou
h”wow the kids got a shot IF he has a good producer and doesnt overthink” so tell me what you think? even uf you hate it ill stay loyal to him. cos he has saved my life twice and he s there when allthe lights are out man, we just have thes ewerd years off, but ui will wnot allo wthis to digress ibnto anything othe rthan positive between him and me given that can is ee hinest answers polease ? specific to songs and stiuff>? why have yo ubought it ? why havent you? this isnt a smashing pumpkins/billy forum feel free to spek your truth also anothe rquestion how is reznors latest effort? the one bvefore was a bit of a bore, but i heard thos ones a bit better, someone even said alot better. someone said a bit , someone said ehhhh who cares. whaqt mkes you buy a cd instea dof download? the art? wanting it in mor ethan one format? why do kids who can download buy linkin park cds? those guys are near my age so im really curious how did linkin park emerge as diude kid leader band – i know “demo——cs” isd a areally dirty word but ell me this does no t fascinate you
35% of linkins buyers ( of cd) are feamale their shop fo choice is Clares wich by the way is ain idd story too they do no t advertise and they mke a massive massive profit selling 19cebnt made in twiam glittering decorus objects for i used to think buck buit someone shcooled and said “No try 20 bucks” 20 dollar prcepint! wow, tell me that does not fascinate you in some odd strabge way.
shit sometiem si love “demo//////cs” it give syou real insight- the coke people have the really scartshit isnt tht who makes moutanin dew i told em id consider doin th emountain dew ad if i go t a bunch of”demo””’s” and you know what mnountaibn dew drinkers THEN were ten time slikelier to commit suicide do extreme sports take narcotics and listen to muci by dissafected women. evil shit these demos. in the worng handf s just a manioulative tool. i love that linkin stat an dthey didnt even really try, thehappen to be nicer guyys than the othe rnu metal guys and write or eote good melodies compared to limp bizket well way better than that byt from that era- this record has 5 ballds in it wich flips me out. then theres MCR , whod od 2 nights at wembley i listend…. i love love love gerard. whats up with that stufff though? i loved the helena video and song, but d pnt think i quite grasp…..well ill keep my opinions to myself ive answrred yourt question now answeer mnone . did any of you purchasde icky thump on cd? did icl ythuno do well? that band sells about a million right? is it good? i thin kelphant is good.
why didnt you download is what om reaqllya sking when you buy a cd why do you buy it ? everyone that bought that linkin park cd couldve downloaded it and my throy is amybe they did but lso wanted it on nother format? downloading sucks for us we get nada from it. so somehow the artwrok on a small jewl box must be complelling im thinking canvas and felt things….you know little prizes, i also thinbk igot a very risky but very cool acover art idea, out of my four ideas, a few are nmor evideops than anything. miss world type videos wich btw i like mor ethan violet i basically directe dboth although sophie mueller is great and ha that great dp. but i loke directing and until durt put hids naqme on vidoe if you dorcted your own ( i kidna well idid kick the celeb skin dorector off the set as she went int o massive obertimne abnd ididbnt shoo tit in clour so confident was i that io was gonna gert thios technocolour thing down) but still ist nice to be directed .
but i do like thinkong uop th eideas myself unless its david cos hes fucking genius and i wanna collabarte with him fo rthe first two vodeos, if i could id do allthe videos with him, he knows hos shot he knows alot npr ethan ,e wich i always enjoy and he works his ass off iu also happen to know whqat he doesn t like behaviour wise what none of us like actually ego manicas crazy bitc h ass behaviour on his set, iuve left that way behind so im looking fwd to this expirience, he dressd me the othe rnoght iw as gonna wer a mqceeuun vest and a pair of high waisted balck shorts an dhesws like “get bakc in the closet thats so kate moss two years ago= i think the shorts were actually hers!” and get that on NOW! thin whit eduke ! NOw~! he came ot reharsal and put liam in the spot light part when re liam tje leop scomes aliev and loves every second of it- that kid is like amiracle baby= ya didnt think he was gonna make it and then he cscooped us all, hes a pleasrue andf a deloight and la doesnt freak him out that kids a rockstar = its like your own children and you can t have favourites and id o nto everu once in a while i jiust get misty ve rone or the other also nopte to self Pato you cant wear heel s anymore and we love wash other but we look too tall and short next to wahc other i know she needs to be near stu but david insisted art rrehearsal abnd after the show, she needs to wear flats so she can focus on playing and she needs to stand at the emnd she stil with mick o and with stu if the stage is huge then stay tghe same. i jsut thin kdavids right we look too different sizer wise and dont say who cares this is show business!
hasd anyone npoticed patos BOD by the way OMG! her waist is like 18 inches, she wears a size 0 nd iuhaventr seen boobs lkk ethat sinc ewell for long time! and i live how shell take a chance on any clothes on anything and be as weird and stuctural as pissibvle an dshde got chosen cos she wa steh BEST BASSIST i didnt even note how hot and wocked she is. and bethia i liked her totally y shes a freak like me and a lobner abnd maybe she doesnt really wanna be a rockstar. im not quite sure but i did lobve ho wmy trendy London friends couldnt stand her- energetically and were actually tather wicked, it mad eme like her more- cos i knew America would love herand mnan oh man did they ever all the studio execs were dying over here an dthen i dripped the “c” bomb Cambrige for Sanskirt even an dtehy were basically frithing at the mouth,and stu as we know i believ to be perfect in the peak of healtha nd truly truly gifted and he has such a mellow lovely dispositionan dplays like THAT, and then my baby Micko , th eguy needs to show 3up fo rhomself, cos hes go t the kid of chops you dont get often ehatever stormenting him we need to get to the bottom of becaus ei need him to shoe up for himself- hes up theere in the savant sweeptsakes he hasnt put th etime in like Billy sdespite playong professionbally sinc ethe age of four in his fsmily band he ha sye tto find a tone bu ti mean Peter Buck Kurt Billy savant good potential is there he just need s to rehearse even harder and get out of hid oen style a little just to try new things an dtak ethe Celtic style an dfuck eith it and reinevnet it so its coming from him like a ray of light.

anyway thats my band, i meess em an d need em back soon b ut oatience, i got alotta stuff to prep fp rthem, thney will be working theor assee off sonne enough so i wanna sell actual cds what mnakes uy them thats my question, and my secobndary question is that are there choruses on zeitgeist?
does artworkl make you buy cds?do big billboards in Times Square?

I Claudius
Middlemarch
Claudus the God
addition to perfection marion woodward
history of love dian ackerman
history of the courtesans current fave
teh god delusion mind blowing

(Note:this post is in response to a question about her favorite books)

blogs my space

ill syull blog about musc only and read your comments and visit daily or as much as i getteh time to, my site is safer. nd were gonna make it waay safer so if you get asked some questions coming in its just becuse we can sniff trolls nd m,edi moles pretty well here its not so easy. love c

hang doqwn you rhed john dooley
frewell angelina
paint it black
little recd rooster
strawberry filds ( haaard)
boots of spanish leather
its all over now baby blue
sisters of mercy( weird tuningit iook me momnths)
dirt ( iggy stooges)
paranouid- sabb
selects fro m john lee hooker robert johnson and lomax fierld blues recording s in d tunings.
etc

(Note: this post is a response to a question asked about first songs learned on guitar)

i like the vocals bit LL THE VOCALS are gonan sound 50-75% better wehn the mix is done, dramaticallty these vox were just recorded in my ballroom witha shitty little mic of peteys, and the lyrics blow imho an dteh drums are faux buit for some reason when we attempedt it wout LINDA it got worse with real drums and whatnot, ireally am quite codependendt in that woman nd shes got insane platinum ears and she is a rock( and a roll) and i think it sjust needs to be less sssssss ssl spiunding i thinbk its good bones and wht yoru resposnign to positivek,y ixz great but theres a bit too much midrnge no treble for me in terms io an sss sound that pro tools gives ione its slick no doubt liek cskin was slick,when we dsay “rw: ewe mean less slick sounding than this although ye steh creamy vocals are fin to indulge in, and id liek to ekp t teh vocals creamuy.;
i gotta stay off the net i feel like ive been on thi sthing for days and im getting in allthese news blogs and shit as much as i liek engaging with yall its just not worth the trouble but m,ybe if i just keeo eevrything ot th emusic itll be okay to nswer some quwestions tc and when willtehy get over my spelling? i dont read the blogs jus the headline s but uits silly hiw much emohasis thay all put n my spellin g….anyway bacl gto the song we dod appraoch this ibn a proper studio with real drumsd an di didnt like the resultso back to the demo- and then teh kids an dme approached it from this demo i THINK maybe not maybe we apporache dit from the “mix” we got and not to be cranky but i was nt happy with taht at all- it needs Lindafication prticualrly in teh bridge an di realllyr eally like where teh lyrics are now i think teh demo lyrics re lazy wellthey are infactlazy i didnt wrote one down ots just waht i scatted in that moment, maybe that has value but im a little but of an overthinker about lyrics however simple they my appaer to you they ar ethought through evbery one i do like how3 yall picke dup in the last line of the last verse of never go hungry re “to be a man”that miught be my favourite lyric ever ive written just becaus eits so fucking simople hinest an dpathetically true, that theres now ay out of hell unelss you reslise thATR ITs a mans world and behave liek a man. im glad yall bnoticed its so dramatically simple on purpose o didnt think anyone would get it, ihave a good skill set for lyrics.ND WHEN YOYU HAVE A GOOD skill set its fun to restain oneself from goign all clever clever or toot hematic although theres is defintily atheme to this record liek teh others ( except the ine i ignore presently liek a chidl im estarnaged from id ont talk to it an dit doednt talk to me) ths oen has a theme that is carrie dthroughout every songa nds its a full story.in ckin i think the art work gave it waway and i think the artwork needs o be stellr for this. and i have so many ideas going to my head one is insanely simple and really really dangerous, but i like risk.

me too
the last band couldt get it together to improv, this ine wul=ill were already doing it having all bveen in indie bands and bands they love doing it as they are rendering prewritten stuff i dont think they know hos awsome they are making it sound, or ho wimportant a job that is because obviously poeple feel closer to things they composeedd or were a part of and thats one reason why LP and i wantt hem to play the last two traqcks on the record it gives them equity on every level an d a priceless educatiuon to walk Linda at work noone works harcder ina the studiop in my expirience not even Corgan and his long hauls cos he needs directing and LInda is the direcdtor and alsi teh creator of do much she doesnt need directing she knows her limits and fodes what she can to not get consumed by work, inany case she can teach these kids a fuck of a lot mor ethan o can but i m dammed good at the imporv thing cis i like it and when ive suggested it sonically they all jump right in thereaSON MOST OF YOU LOVED PATTY OTHE RTHAN SHE AS COOL AND FRIENDLY ND GREAT IS COS HER AND ME WERE SO CONNECTED that w coudl i,mprov easy and teh othe rtow woukld i must say in retro spect rathe rgrumplily and reluctantly jopin in but it was anbd remaibns a good signature and a fun exercise anvery very upset with erlandson opresebtly found out hes been selling off Holes backlinbe wich was Nirvanas backline and im about reasdy to call him ion it, that s iurreopalceable geAR AND WHAT people wouldnt give for Kurts guitar tone and it was gutted wich w sthoughtless and stupid and allthose mnarshalls- how could he do that?
anyway lets see if its true but i have a sinking feeling it is. really thoughtless but cinsidering the Buddhism hes opracticibng os so wrong it makes sense, that hed steal and sell for nothing things wich if they were ever goign to be sold could sell for s fortune an dif they were to be used artistically by some one like Linda or Rick Rubin woukld be cherished and treated with respect gone with the dammed wind, im very hurt bu tghis.
eso condsidering allteh water carrying i did for so so long and all the keeping togethe rof things yes eric had a very aggressive guitar tone and was a fine player he wasnt much of a composer other than his nadir wich wa snorther n star and that thing was like getting blood froma stone never had i had or have i had such a hard time cmmunicating and mnaking mad gestures and using crazy adjectives an dhumming and pohrasinbg the mist complex shit to get a simople tune hard to oplay becaus ethe phrasibgs unique bvut nit etchnically THAT hardrd an dthe phrasings unique cios imn find if 5s 7s and 3s, wich is klike beinga southpaw almost i t just throws peipkle but i like songs with thos enumbe rwsin them and 9s i especiually like 9s, 9 repetuions 9 bars , i just like odd nyumbers rathers than all 4s and 6s, it throws people just a little there son missing or there son extyra they arent used to , its fun , im rpetty sad for common sense reasons i expected i didnt have ot go out and purchse a whole new bacxxkline and for years we had kurts backline and none knew it but it nmad emne feel safe, and let sjust hop ehe hasnt sold it all- because iu liek usubg thos e marshalls abnsd that gear ut like i said makes me feel safe ancd like im covered ina clouid if pritection, dunno why, but yes imporving is half way to compostition actuya;ly if ou can make up a bit ion the spo nf ont of peopke you make yous]rself far mor ecomfortable in front of that audience and al,so practice composeing uncer pressure wich can make for some really cool lyrics and tasty piece sf drummubng and pkaying, its impotrant to me in fact its crucial i couldnt be ina band that didnt luve imporving an dthank god these guys pile on and stand in fucking line to imporv theres nothing begrudfging bout heor attotude about it its like give give giuve m, eic h is what a band shoudl be about.

they call her a her!”blogging”

im gonna stop posting someone snukc in my blog subscrioptipns thats a membe rof the media or somethingt liek teh media
i wa stols today about tmz being trabnie aobsessed with everyone whats yup wiuth that Harvery guy? why cabnt he deal with the fact hat my operation is one of the better ones outta stickholm and you cant evebn see my adams apple? i mean in fact i can even go INTOP LABOUR! that dr was gret! from denmark i bekleive he was helena chritensons dad.

anyway i dont like letting my peeps down and my blogging although fun and fun to do late at night i have alit of othe rthing siu need to get donw like make every tiny little nixing note write a riff for carcrash and anothe rcontender song and do anothe rdylany never go hunry tyoe r song make yo my mind aBOUT art work an dtit,es read thes escru=ipts that have hit my bed as of laet ande stay the hell off the net- uese teh phone instead- sthis mac corrupts so im gonna split for a while ive inly ha dthis my space a bit so ill jkeep it a little mor elow key i dont like makuing the blogs or th enews not legit news but news and trhe redtops for stuff not to do with musi c an dart, rock on ill come visti and alway spost a little soemthin just nothiun thats non eof yalls business thats for my friends an demy mnentors n dmy team and my therapists.
lotsa love
courtney

kudos

pls esplain wahta kudos means? i am putting it out scred shitless bleessyou and nam myoho renge kyo!)( ps you with lung cancer at 38! im so so so so sorry as i sit her smokin does it mean you read it? im atard i know iwa son phine woth head os my Space and iwas klike oi blogged too afarid to ask him actually i hate that workd BLOG iwas talking to poeple on the net when AOL first started !!!!fST fuckit i was the first celeb blogger end of story, ical;led it posting however! pls explainw ahta kidudos is and why the numerioc adsignet som,eomne anyone? a homo? aftyer allthat data fropm the site i feel like i know y all so much better now but what sghocked me ina good way was the homoe percentage, iwas at forst alienated by it cos im sop as i said used to dance homos andused to being homo mraginlised or set tot hr side cos teh cool homos in my gen were rare eve3n tho i was raised by drag queens, and have live din homo culture my whole life im not usd to thi snew demo—–c( dirty word) of under 24 hgay boys! like i sia dimn fucking thrilled, i just go tin my pjs and my body looks great but my face looks gaunt, my cheeks esp, i dont wnna look like wieland, thats too many meds, kets not go there. as wee old friends, he was kind enough to ask me to sing at a velvet revolver album poart y the othe rboght but i did pass, im just not there right now not to mention iwas working, but coulda got out of it- ilike allthos eguys now, except idunno i just gfeel they sorta dont rep me orwhere im at, idont ussually share much boput my exes or my personal life but a film camde up that ive been waiting for for ten fucking years, finally the studio has gone through llthe Julias etal nd exhausted it with that team, all iknow is i havent worked in five years and i dont hav ethe chops to do it without havinga n exckleent director or maybve even dorecting myself in apart this easy, theres load so f rewrites, and i coudl run with this afte rthe tour and do th eplay bit she who does the play always gets fucked fo rthe art in the film, madge has been trying to do this for teo years in thewest end ancd it just fel ion my dammed lap, and mn i wanna do it not mor ethan i wann rock but ive sai dthat vefor ebna dmisse dout on eone of the highest grosses t fiklmns if not th ehighest grosiign film of all time yall got celbrity skin, so did i, but i didnt go do this action sci fi film in the wolds of australia, and i live ot regeret not fdoing thatt hionga sit had sequels nd looked c ool, and c skin had to be mnad eright hten or i wouldve lost my mojo for those songs, or would i? why do people expect me to be pretty slick an dpoptart perfect if i was on amovie junlet u would oparticipte in all of that but im just not , ive hadmomendt wherdc i never thought id worte aknother song reconnect with firend have nyoen to fuck or love have any money have a klife and yet inm her e on my toile de juoy ( wich is over unless its super pastel light doso you can barely tel;l iys there therwise forgetthe toile do not upholdter in it the tres chic interior thing right this second is BLACK seriously black candlesticks balck lamps blac k upholstry not like velvet i mean canvas almost frenbk gehry black but with some romance to it and just blaqCK PIECES I SWEAR YOU CAN GET EM AT PIER 1) and try www.seraof london.com i copied one of her chairs took a silver regency chair with gilt an dlacquere dit balc jand mad eteh buttosns in the flocking a bringht rasberry scarlet) cool. seras cools he did send the two ugliest lamnops ive ever owned and i sent them back but ince she gets the dimensions right i judt dig her its alot of exexs of rockstars as clients and i guess im sort of the uber ex sinc ei have ny own career( one of the dunmbvest slaggings i ever got wq sin bebe buells book she was liv tylers mom and a groupie and she accusd sharon stoen of steakling ehr acting career And me and chrissie3 hyknde of being groupies just wiuth guitars uhhh…no we play therefore we can fuck who we want sort of like dudes babe) an dthe othe rreally funny one perez hilton sent me it was about PCH an dit ws some kiddle it was justr so perioa and i know i knwo i must adress teh folks in poeria a good Parade an dReadersw Digest ibnterview and ill be fine i gies sit was about PCH and how “Kelly Clarkson could really have rocjed that song Linda Perry wriote” uhhh linda didn twirte it bu tth eClarkson thing and no iffense ot her i klike dthat song Frances liked whden she 3was 10 i guess the ine she wrote abotu gehr mom an dthe ne max martiubn wrote sinc eyouve been gone undeniuably a max mafrtin classic as is hit ne one more time- wich was written right whren i wrote hiut so hard and im sad cos the song mine didnt come out right co s billy didnt direct hoe it needed to be played or it coulkdve been teh best sosng in Cskin it sstill my sec ind fave on there but its rendered totally wrongfully the drums are set wrong so teh whole things i sfucked up if it had been renderted correctly and i had been a soniuc nazi to Bienhorn ic oukldve preserved it- Billyd so funny he iverthibnks his owb shit like until hes insane bvut he s so orrevrant toeards my shit he just comes an d sprinkles faairly dust guitar klike burping in there,and they are lovely prts but just like c skin but with hiugher stakes and mor ethan 9 days 33 days this time til he was uhm….well he left the porject, it wasnt ME thing it was just well our business but 33 days from William with him just playing his lively sprinkles is fanaswtric and we did aakot of swriting pre Lind aand she trasxhed most of it, its prertty nutty stuff, theres one Johnny Cash fuftiues type suns tudiops sonfg called woldfire that i stilllike, wich i couyld odd that jack white flasetto id make it really white stripes,wichis a falsetto througha fender twin nd old strat and the reverb and treble turned way up- dont think jacks a pedal dude, maybe he is does anyone know wht pedals he uses if any? i like moderningf my tone unfortunatly in thes eshows my dammed tond ewas the last thing anyone as worried aBOTU ND WE HAD A SKELATL CREW OF THREE, so my tomne wasnt allthat iump[ortan tbut then bight After night we realised how inportant my tone is cos sometime si liek going faster and soemtimes slower and stu stays steady b ut sometime si want5 him to come on up – every note onthis record is siupposed to be there it ook Lindas hardest effort of her life- and i listen to every word she says she been mor ethan generous an d mor ethan kind and shes in fact been a soul m,ate and agreat oartnert and snyone wgho wanst to give her shit about he rpop hits YOU try comingt back from beinga one hit wonder and you tell me your gonne emerge with fucking muse and ok comnputer- no way your gonna go for the thriat of power- your gonna take your piop songs an xlearn beaTS and invent pinks and reinevent etsfanis and save xtinasx fronm thier dirrrrrty brink – christ ive heard “beautiful” years befor eit eas xtinas and its a bowie arrnaged roc k song, so linda got her power nd her internal music indistry money and respect but zometime speopel give her a hrd time about her pop cjoices an dthey can eat me, cos she has perfect and total chops in rocj n roll and anyone who doesxnt think so doersnt understand the oddysseythat woman has had to go through opr th rordeal she had to go through coming back like i f katrina if katrina and the waves came back amight y force- fter 8 yeaqrs of beingf battered shed make the smart poerful choice and give a big flip yhe bird to the NME/Cred makers ive never had to do tghat othe rtthan the “conspriact:” and the theft of my fortunes twice- but i had money to rely upon so i bnever had ot do any ar ti didnt wan tot dxo my judgement was wonky on the last record and it sor tof just does not count, ilike mono an djulian and lal the drugs i guess and maybe a few mor ebut i can te ven look atthat thing the art is so bad and it sold NOTHING and ididnt tour bout it and jann didnt give e the cover ont he end,k ghe piulle dit cos i was too fucked up – so what wa sthe point? 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are rhere stillchoruses? i bought it to be supportive but havent had time to listen to it. its for soem reason ot compelling m,e to listen to it, no dis respect meant the art puts me off a bit im not sure what s being said here io gues si need to listen since what i heARD ON 8 TRAC J 2 YEARS AGOW IUTH CORGAN JIST ESINGING TO ME AN DNEAL STRAQUSS was amazin, b tu then i heard mid level demos and it wasnt so good anymnore and then amybe he pulle dit together an di dunno , he sold a few this wek wich is great, i just getthe feeling teh kids dont care – i hop eimn wrong, i probably am, ihafd an idea of whay to caLLTHSI RECORD today absouloutly n othing. hows that>? theres ore but i f i go with this idea ill do it rightits a risj but all of my best ideas have been risks. znyway shit ots 430 am im off to sleep lert me know your thoughts……cork