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BIGGGG fucking ELF
Current mood: nostalgic
i was in the kictehn at kung fu making a collage of smashed wedding cakes and i hear this epic rumble and then studio b doors opemn and its the most amazing stoner fucking rock ibve EVER fuckinmg heard mixed and mastered, Damonb is a genius i kno wthat fvromm y own record but this is like Sabbath Bloody Sabbath meets Radiohead karma police meets delicacy meets slayer – its the sexiest sunset strip stoner rock ever evr rout of la and my mystical jukebox partner loves them too, hes puttong rock bnr oll contracttghe somng i heard on the mystical juekebox man you gott ahear this shit,
it took two years solid not 667days and 40 days and 12 days liek us 700 some days SOPLIDE to make this Big Elf record and its a fucking revolution in my opants, i know good when i heaR IT and speaking of good we gotta go do b sides asap.
okay rawwwwk
love court
kidnesy and adrenals hurt cgonna try young livings corti support and endoflex
moli well id id come acrops steh guy of hous eo fdeihl and girly action asn adked thenm why i should hire them for indioe marketing they havent aNSwered me wich is arrogant wich is the whole litmus of asking ewht asomeone can do for you and how.
but maybe theire slow my worst and only tryuly bad review came with them and o dont feel the guy wouldve crossed the line into physicality cellulite ( wich i dont have avctually im blessed) etc etc, and i mentioned that – so far hous eo fdiehl and a gierl from a ny all chick band called drity mary who hasnt writeren me back and girly actiob are teh only people ove heard of one sf designer ereconstructs clothes it looks dead cool. if you got to moli and look up desogners shes about page 5-7 short red hair sf, i liked what i saw imnnaresting.
gotta chant
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Current mood: artistic
am in a hurry , because we have to go rehearse and write b sides oh i cantf orgetthe cd on my bed, its a great b side idea, very comjplicated and linda wrote an amazing bridge, ( i love a bridge) i had a great night with Marc Jacobs and Jason at Moca the other night and met Chiho ( the artist who is dominsting my page) and Marc texted me and said i made wwd in that whackjob LV dress with the burberry huge belt, i was gonna wear my Mr Pearl corset but thought it was too Dita.
anyway i found these 2 spots i like, Tribes.net and Moli. but am lost at how to hnavuigate them or to understand them if anyones on Moli and wants to guid me about hwo to deal with it i found myself having a fun time on there on my day off, but i dont think anyone on there believes im actually myself.
anyway i have to go finish chanting, Jason T could you text me i have to ask you something.
all the rest of you have a great day.
kiss kiss bang bang
( note im giving lotsa japanese love and i saw is it Mikimoto? hos amazing skyscraper steel Buddhas and enameled Buddhas that look like aliens and my Chiho that iabstractly randomly thought id “dciscovered” in a boothw ith Lachapelle while everyone was cdlamboring opver him i wandered off at art frieze fair in London ands though “AHA i foudn MY japanese genius!” has already becoem hotshit so ima little bummed……okay gotta chant and then rehearse with my boys-= Liam is off gettingshot by Testino for Burberry wich he hates but hes not onsalary til after christmas)
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im always discovering new artists and new designers the back of myt blog is called “Japanese Apricdot Tree” by chiho aoyishima lots more from her she makes a wall paper thattheres only 3 of in the world and when you move they tear it down and oput up another opne and the images when you google her dont do her justice the next two sites after you google her baum and poe and operregin are her galleries- shes one of that guy oooh om bad guy artists….unnn did LV m has a collective of 100s of assts and artists abnd puts his namne on it all warhol of japan ? taka>? Kane was wearinga big bling thing of his aroubnd his necjk the juxtaposition makes me laugh
looking at what jason t and superman john did to this site one would thibnk id want for christmas a japanese barbie all tied up and a taxidemied pink flamingo- i wrote my my space buddy whop i keep looking to put in my top 40 ( yes all bands and sites are real except im not totally positive about Sofia, i havebnt wrotten to her tp fond out and sending messages if i dont know you is USELESS because i dont read the mail sop pplease dont do it- your wasting yopur time it just g ets deleted- Pato does the site sometioems bit mostly Jason the hot 21 year old from COMPTON ha ha,
and keep you eyes ope3n for more Chiho aoyishima and more polly morgan and im nevcer ever gonna find time to go those lin ks they arent even press through links ( ahhh my space dont tell me to go to face book i dont want to yet,,,pr at the same time) id idnt love this collection of pollys i never went to her new show/ i need a BIRD ina BELLJAR and the one she wanstt o make for me is based on a lovebird but i cant take a parroty beak i hhave so many dollas house funiture FB has been collecting from the only old lady in the world i can find who has the good shit= takes only cash and if you think a teensy chippendale chair is cheap thiunk again, its insured this collection, and although Polly is ADAMANT she doesnt so anthro…what? what Dinsey did dressing animals up like humans pretending they are doing humnan things no mice in dresses, theres a rat ina sherbet cup and it looks like fur sherbet = errrr egggg
howerver i like the birds and weve all seen dead birds by the side of the road where she gets them opr pet shops, she todl me she evenr ewww has a dog in her fridge
biutthink abouty whomever owns the Hirts cow slices or the shark in formadahyde0
that guy wakes up everyday and says” look at me ima shark!” amnd [robably more ” i hacve a hirst” i cant approach art li ethat and the only reason in puttong my commissioned piece if i can deal witha lovebird, hell i bhavent even looked one up can someopne pots an IMAGE of a lovebird cos ima lazy bitch- also when you all posted artists i cant go there= so can you post an IMAGE please? oy coul,d be the difference between that person okay thisll soound meglamanaic but if theyre obscure imn a connector oif itas good and NOT FOR ME i will have it be for some ome who likes that sort of things
MT friend David si going to dave the world from Carbon poison hes making a luxury itemn out of cast off CDS— hes friends and alot like some poeple think Tom Sachs who made a Prada toilet seat , a Chanel full size Guillotine with the double CCs embossed ibn black leather and a Tiffany Glock in a Tiffany Blue box and a a Hermes hand grenade both weapons an dthe Guillotine are real
kibda makes one think about Luxury Goods vs Apartheid- Kinda makes one think when one is playing for every desoigner and owner of a Luxury Company – that bloody word – about aprtheid and small African or laRGE SAFRICNA or smlal Appalachian villages ( im with Scarlett , iwatched her one3ce take on Bono about maybe going after American poverty first for Americans- first time i noticed her as a smarty pants brainaiac -that was one tough table my friend Bennet who direc ted Capote and trust me is no indie ghetto gonna be lost on the indie woods forever poor bastard, hes a genius and has 5 things ina row lined up and they are all mASSIVE- i recall when KIm Pierce did “Boys Dont Cry” abnd she couldve done any mocvie she wanted to in fact we were gonna do Wournos-= But Pirerce wasnts ure she wasnted to do another fucke dup female urban tale- im so PISSED about that= last film id id was with Charlize and i swear and i wouldnt say this unless it wasx true and i was pissed about it, i dont EVER kiss an dtell about whose fucking who and whise getting fat and who goes on binges or who wiretapped who or what uber drug so And so is on etc ,,,,,i keep it zipped an dthe only reason i ever mentioned Moulin Rouge is cos the director did first in i think Vanity Fair if not it was on a junket that the part of Satine was between me and her and it was not a happy makingh things b etween Ms Kidman ( “ice” and Miss Locve( “fire)
YERS I JUST REFERFRED TO MYSELF IN THE THIRD PERSON.
But we were all att he hotel bar in Vancouver and i was on the Phine with ms Pierce begging her to take the damed leap to write and direct what we know- and Wournios was perfect for her and for me- Chuck Therone was sittong right three with her brand new production partner= so ill never know wa sthere some Wournos other scriopt alll of the sudden magically floating around? do i THINK so , NO i do not, i think i was ocverheard and voila an idea was born – do i know if “Monster ” was copmissioned afte rthat? npo ido not, not a clue but im loud on the phone and you know how when your all in a bar and noones talking an dyour on a cellphone rudely witha firend you can be really loud- maybe out of insecurity maybe cos its fuzzy – in any case when eye candy turns into ugly itrs always Oscar bait and then the eye candy DOES have pretty good chops wich i will give up to Chuck T , she was amazing in Monster- my context would have been different sinc eim not Hollywood eye candy, so going deep into that persons soul / actions would have been very different had Kim just directed the damm thing= in any case noone is ever ever ever witha few exceptions the first choice for a film- its always after someone else says no or 30 people say no, but they always rtellyou you ar ethe first choice unless you develop it from nuts to bolts an dto this day KIm i hear has fianlly ten Hillary Swank and 10 Peter saarsgard and i diolize beyond believe my former bitchy between us Ny It girl Chloe Seveigny a
beacuse Big Love is SICK GREAT
2- because i copied her hair onthat show
3- because her chops are showing and the writinbg isa some of HBOs best ever ever ever
4- because i saw her at KLanvin in the tinyt Ritz lift and man i was sincerely bvlowing smoke up her ass
and NOW
5 because Marc Jacobs edited this nudie book of Mert and Marcuses ohotos for Visionare and theres a shot of my formerly MAJESTIC ass, thats now shrunken and since Stu is right behind it i had to show him proof an dtheres the great beauties of the world ( inclusing my majestic formerly , ass) all of em- naked naked naked- in this limitede edition book=- and Sevigny TAKES the whole book= she just WALKS AWAY WITH IT- naomi stephanie seymour my majestic ass Moss god CHRISTY TURLINGTON pouring milk down her puss in a yopga position witha glass of milk GENIUS then you hit Chloes page and you GASP shes leabinfg iover and anyone whose boobs are that SICK defyong gravituy and not faux white blonde and red red red THIN lips, mnan each shot gets better- iwa slike WHOA- thi si smatbe my favourite nude of all time-=iw as getting full on lesbo moments= Scarlett looks sick greta in it ( and shows no booby) ( niether does sevigny) but lest calla spade a spade- Chloe just caught the light= maybe it also was that shes excellent beyond words and plays the girl from thecompound so well ( i had to have Polygamay fosters once fucked up waay deep in P{endleton Oregon up near Utah ishthat direction anyhow i wouldnbt recomed easter norther Oregon as a great vacation detination) aznd they were tennis shoes and long prairie skirts And didnt tell the foster people- just adopeted us and had us work and made money and made us read froma wierd bible they also were not CLDS Mormons, they were just odd- 4 wives- differnt trailers- my “sister mom” had 4 of us in one room with 2 bunks ansd 2 dsrawers each i had a cassette oplayer and had recorded”Brtass In Pocket” and ” Hangin on the Telephone” ( yeah im old) ona huge old school panaosonic tape machine wich is tillrecord songs on cassetes and everyone makes fiun of it- anyway Bennet? oh yeah i lasted for about 2.5 weeks til i had to mZke eye contact with the “priest holder” iwas outta there.
so back to Scarl;ett it was Bennet and Bono and Sean Penn and Phil Hoffman NOT an easy table and she was for sure the youngest and she took Bono on witha thought out argument about how Americans should help poverty in our own Country first- wowowowowowo! iwas MIGHTILY impressed and part of me agreed with her. SPUNK! wow ! then she said a few brainacal things, that blew me away and all i can say is do not underetsimate miz Scarlett,Lots of us would love to be called Sexiest this – yeah once, but iover and over abnd over and over? and when you do n opt pose in skimp shit on purpose for FHM( she hasnt has she) it just annoys her- MY friende Mario Testino has discovered Liam now that hes seen him play guitar- cos hes dammed good is what-= and pretty beautiful boys arent often good and hes a hard worker and hes been my rock onstage and jhes hardly not eeven concieted and hes DELIGHT to be around we should get him in my top 40 why is he not there? hes learning a TON vfrom LP in the studio, alot , but man is he a Leo until we played that show at that p[arty in Couture in Paris i didnt really know i hjust knew when he was feelinga little weak that i had to give hima shot and he would get up at 5 am and work and work abnd come back at 12 asnd work and play guitar til 3, he is NOT goibng back to Grimsby, and Testino is stealing him next week for Burberrys newest campaign, he was shooting nestr door a Dolce campaign 2 days agop and we visited and ite as very Dolce- ( its not my thing- there was that amazing 97 collection and tghis falls chastity belts were cool jjust not my thing, not judging….) Campaign frpm the looks of it , they shot Entourage there for a few seasons til last one when they moved, thats the house i wanna buy but my friend ./landlord did and how, and no way coul di afford it.
so i know Liams a little mortified about modelling but it pays the billls til hes on Salary and its too early to do that and our budget is TEENSY when you put articulated trucks and medical and caterers and im sorry i must have flowers, and i must have yoga, i willstay at a marriot ( they have movies on demand or at least Lodge net right) and the cover art is costing a fortune , well just styling cos its so labour intensive an dnooooo i am not hinting even slightly at what itsx going ot be = excepttto dsay that Nick Cave record that had canvas on it with roses kibnda did me in – in terms of different textures, and alot of art and amazing art- and ivce always done my own graphics but now i go to Font sites when i get a spare moment and hang out looking at Fonts- youll Reacll my favourite on this space- the BARBIE font wih HAS TO BE IN PINK! or it doesnt work, anyway when your posting artists please post an image- if your a font head id love to see cool font- my fave goth font is called “..Kelly Anne Gothic”
Miyo:cooya my friend here sent me yet some more gothic Lolita stuff thi shaul was better than the first one.
i did tell the dead mouse story= from my gothic Lolita hat sone dead mouse witha crest cheaply made and fell on teh Mercer floor and Preston picks it up, puts it on his lapel and fashion blogs say that its a “craze” when its a one off incident- an dthen i see that girl perfect fashionista in frontr of Londons Coco De Mer ( oooh i got a black vitorian apron there! and lots of cool stuff and a few Nancy Mitford books yum we have one next door to Elixer now in LA) i just have a collection of it as art, plus some one small and short is going to dammed wellw erasr it cos its just sy=uch a genius concept put together= then after i see the fashionsuita with the dead mouse on her lapel- cos its a CRAZE- i meet Polly at the V and A couture gala and also Velda the couture Corset Lady – although Mr Pearl is who makes Ditas shoes and matching Corsets – i cannot do a 19 inch waist but i cabn comfortably doa 22 inch waist- so icant waitot sxee waht she came up with afte rour fitting- i wanna wear them UNDER stuff cos i wanta 22 inch waist – i mean who doest with 36 inch hips. ahhh thats a great golden triangle/line of beauty/ 1-1.6 plus measurement
ina u of texas largest study on beauty in history abnd most controlled men- gay stockbrokers to men in the Andes 225,000 of thenm by alandslide said that the firstthing they notice about a woman by a landslide was hip to waist ratio. you can weigh 300 pounds but if you have a 1- 1.6 hip top waist ratio think Raqcuel Welch, Halle Berry, J Lo, its a major thing no 2 is skin, close alsmot even with that is symetry, and on and on i gotta go someones here, shes more imp[ortant than a blog
Well.as much as i dont like Chucks fiance or whatever all that much- as an actor- i mean- lets not go there- and i fidn Chuck T a lkittle chilly= oi vey i mean ALOT she was real good in Devils Advocate and hses eye c andy and when eye candy turns
im trying ot get him to bBranson , i mean i can nake a ophone call but i wanna make sure hes ready= its a hugely cool solution to the carbon /ozobne layer problem( hey were green i use i nmy home young living s Thieves wich is the recipe that thieves of people who had died of bubonic plague and lotsa green all green cleaners and even recycled toilet paper wich is like sandpaper i might add icant go for recycled tampons sorry i just cant, but when i buy im going to get solar energy as much as possible )
anyway so show me these artists i miught have the person who will love them
and we all did some great bands but can i hear about new CLOTHING DESIGNERS? FONTS? your alll so smart being the innovators you are to stick with me all thes eyears swith disaster record and nothing but really fashion week in public but trust me we are on the last song i have one major thing to do- i played Biutterswet Symphonty to Linda and saID LETS MAKE THAT!
i dont know how wellw e did but its sad melocholy and beuatiful but the lyrics must be simple and not about me and some fucked up guy ( who ius really me miosostl fio the time or a variety of them)
oh i was saying Bennt Miller is a total Mack Daddy anmd a genius and i KNOW one ofthe most important dorectors ever and ive decided when i have alife againa fter hangiong pout with Tarantino in London that we need to hang more cos we juist blab trivia facts at her for a million years- the guys happy and fun and a genius,
okay gimme clothes ive nver seen!
going to my meeting
again thanks so much to superman and Jason T for making my spcae a cool place and we will change and rto Shawn and My space but yaLL KNO WWHAT SONGS YA GOTTA TAKLE DOWN and obh yeah im sad to szay Bethia and us parted ways, she was great i just need a high voice and it has to be a girls voice bnot just Liams Angelick voice.
shout to Pato. Jason and BopulevaRDIAR for taking care of this place!
Oh anPerez i am NOT goth! wellsecretly inside, but i am not GOTH GIRL i dumped that silly emo skin on my site i didnt come up wioth it and now its an hedi slimane shot of me rocking wich willdo for now
kisses
Court
Unpacking / BRANDS/POLL!!!!!
hey everyone
first off take a poll cos i have a feeling imna bout to spill some BRAND NAME BULLSHIT!
I cant help it if theres artists and designers i like!
fave car?
fave designer for casual?
fave designer for formal?
fave three bands or artists?
airline?
food?
drink?
footwear?
Fragrance?
home product?
Gaming system?
Haircare?
international destintation you would go to?
lingerie?
place to go to shcool?
streetwear?
Cheap assed store ? For Apparel?
“kicks”(lol)?
technology?
3rd largest economy in California?
Californias number in the economy system in the world( 1 – 10?)
record label?
tv show?
THING you would most like to have if the wish fairy gave it to you?
CAREER you would most like to have if every door were opened for you?>
STATE of BEING you would most like to achieve before you leave this incarnation?
Celebrity you most truly admire? why?
COSMETICS?
WHY?
DESIGNER AESTHETIC..?
if you all answer i will!
just answer! its fun!
idid a Graham Norton thats on BBC America i dunno in afew days? will someone check they advertised it today- it was a really long tAPING and ive never done p[ress without asomnething to sell- but i was asked and Graham is about the only show one goes on when opne has nothing to sell much- i have waiting on my ass to sell – well hardly ive got to sort out my taxes, acquire 3 properties as ima bricks and mortars girl and i feel liek an ass without owning property and idont like to borrow- i finally had my famous rten mionurtes with Suze Orman , although i think shes brillaint it was apparent she looked down on me or something and thought i was wealthier than i am or just plain doesnt like my image as she doesnt kn ow ME-i spent 6 years ( hours ) ON THE PHONE JUST NOW WiTH JASon t, down there in my top 8 he taught me all sorts of new my spaCE tricks – and we had a fabulous discussion ive nbot been on top of american indie music for 2 years- death cab- man i left them at the curb in the 90s!!!! whathe hell did they used to be called? didnt they come from Fugazi /.Dischord era? i hate that skin on my site page = i HATE it = it looks like im trying ot be Gerard Way and IM NOT EMO- im crying abalck tear and if you think i thought of that think again its an interestiong refl;ection that my web design firm thoiught of that as ap[pporpiate for me when i no longer wanna be asscoaited with words thats ometimes get associated with me i dont mind being unique or innovative or an outsider or even a freak as long asa i give good qaulity musi cand good qaulity ideas,
speaking of good quality ideas – i have watched my friend David Lachapelle tear his ass away from taking photos of anyone but his friends and people who genuinely interest hima bnd get away from the whole c elbrity nosbnense world that was devoruing hima nd make a real deaprture to fine art- and MAN has it worked! within three weeks his stuff has sold for m any many MILLIONS AND HES SO WORTH IT! we were botha t Warhols factory at the same time= he was there for a year or two and i was there for only a few days= doing Andy Warhols 15 minutes – being introduced by Debbie Harry and mysdelf inrtroducing …..hipsway and NOBODY remembers them – i dont think i do, anyway i didnt know Andy had a thing about Money and Portrtaits i just thought if you had special energy he would do a portraqit of you so when they sent me in to meet him i told him he would be doing my portrait and he did a line drawing on the spot – wic h is gone with the wind some asshole took it in the great loss of 87 when i was breasking upw ith Jeff and joining Faith No More and living above the CONDOR in North Beach,Same HOTEl as Jack Kerouac- if you can call this flophouse a Hotel there was a famoius sf stripper named Carol Doda and there used to be agiant neon siogn if her n aked self and thered be her tits flashging off and on in my room at night abnd i ran away to LA to get my man back from IRONICALLY Annie who is now Lachepelles aset designer and someone dumped me out of my room ransacked myshit and took it all. it s seemed to have happened too many times-= i must change that karma and to do so i have brought my friend David Back to la so that i wil,l chant more than i ever have=- im gonan try 3 hours a day every day for 10 days= ive neevr doen 3 hours see how much shit karma i can bust through-= watch ! Whatever happens after ton ight will be ASTOUNDING im making apublic determination to do three hours a day and texting during chanting doesnt count, so no phones in the ballroom, maybe a cigarette break , ( yeah im still smoking but i haVE CUT down i think i gotta getthe larynx surgery anyway) i met aguy on graham norton very sxweet guy who is onb the uk version of amefrica idol x factor and his name was louie walsh he has a new book out called teh fast track to fame and it actuallty has some really good advice for musicians eg stay in shitty hotels and dont order too much of anything obviously have a calling card and dont make long distaNCE direct calls thats just burning cash and a bunc of stuff i just did it was my al;miost self destruct and be pissed eoff At the FBI/IRS slowness tour of the world = i was lying in my bed in a death mist , the mor ei discover about the embezzled fortunes of myself and my kid the more people are starting to spill the beans becaus ethey hAd the asshole ness to leave thier harddrives behind the more cleaer irt beacome sthat some human nature in this town is evil- just evil evil abnd more dysfunctional evil the nature of fame is attractive to the wrong peop[le and the natur eof”controversial ” fame or “complex” fame attracts ALL the wrong elemenets except in some rare cases = the very powerful men iv e had around me ion the last few years is a real boon – a good thing- sometimes i feel a little infantilised and frankly dissapointed because id ont understand why rthey have so much power an dthey dont use it for me- especially in a case thats killing me somewhat im so fucking tormented i can barely focus – so Frances kicks me out of the house an dme and panos go on a loopy crazy fashion wseek and househunt aND Frances comes over and we looka t a fabulous hous eibn little Venice where i defintely wanna live sometimes and another one with one bad thing that vile practic ethe brits have of building conservatoires- its not exactly the moment to buy in L.. its so dammed dammed daMMED expensive-= but i like my money IN buildings where you can see them, they just appreciate in certain neghbourhoods anyway then you can make bets on other places rising the Glendales and Islingtons- i want to live in agaslit Upstairs downstaIRS house in Cadogan=Square or in RegentsPark but the russian Ogliarchs all who seem to be MEN – why dont WOMEN have the bright idea to steal all thier country in Russias Light or Water? or Gas? thats right Women dont start wars either-=
AnywaY it s not th ebest time but id ont care i dont caRE , ive had a few landslides of my entire stuff and life being robbed from me and i need to get tot he root of what s in my karma that makes this happen – if you want to have a lif eof a thief then be a thief = i desire alot – bu ti do not steal- i stuff sometimes such as at of all places VALENTINO i overshop but i got mostly presents
I found one fabulous street in London up from St James Palace its all bespoke stuff i got all my men friends amazing horn and ebony razors and badgerbristle brushes from trueitt and hill and went to Lock and Co on Lily Allens advice= they make adorable hats- i got pato who im giving a month to run this my space a trilby and myself two amazing hats and went to Penhaglions and got Bluebell everything – they also have amazing other scents l;iek elisaBETHIAN rose and Blenheim Bouquet- and Lily and Spice but im obsessed with Penhaglions, mr Walsh who managed bands like Westlife and Boyzone told me that he knew nothing about Laryn x surgery because his bands all mime -= cut to Fashion Rocks the other night i flitted from box to box i have a new cool friend named Daphne ( my favourite smell in the world ) Guiness – she has a wonderful kid named “x:” i wontname kids here as the yget embarassed and a cool niece and we had a fabulous noght with Lachapelle and went tot he art Frieze fair where i discovered Nara and also Googl;e for images – the ink jet on p[aper Art of chiyo aoshima and at the v an da couture ball i was introduced to dame Westwood and i FORGOT id met her an weded talked on tghe phone for three hours once ! christ- i pulled he rover to rtake a pictur efor Suzy Menkes and we stood inb front of a n agent provacatuer display and she said “who” i said ‘Your SON” she seemd distratced and nowehre in my mind do i recall the call though i do recall the idea to have ever y designer i really liked or artist designa guitar
teach them the elemenets of what guitars do= and ask them to go for it- i still think the ideas cool – but drugs are bad cos i cant recall the call- David has shot straight up to almost Warholian fame by sticking to his IDEALS AN DTAKING ATRUE JOURNEY with his integrity and not giving in except when HE feels like it and just getting to a place where he not on ly doesnt have to hustle for jobs but he gets advertisin g offers thrown at him and he just turns them down hes so talented it genuilny aCHES- he stayed with me a few nights as when your white white white hot hot hot everyone is throwing cocaine and all sorts at you nonstop and people think davids on drugs but hes NOT- certainly not with me- hes just manic soemtimes like any fucking genius./……..he gets crazy and angry and stand s up for what he believes in and is a true insparation to me, i really love the guy and i couldnt be prouder-= one night in the midst of his stay Franny and me went ot radio 2 ( BBC) to see more than participate in Russell B rand and Noel Fielding sgenuius Sparring -= Comedian as rockstar! genius idea! had to happen! Noels genuinly more excited about editing the nme as a guest editor than i dunno if he got on an American Tv show and its a bit ridiculous – him a nd russell; have this edge of bitterness like 2 artful dodgers with oodles of loqacious charisma aND ‘it” “it ” and MORE “it” with amazing vOCABULARIES and a cutting edge of bitterness and comptetion= it was astonishing for both me and my daughter to watch = they tried to pull me ina bit for a second or two but no WAY was i sparring with these two they had about two thousbnad Brit dialects going on and i can barely recall “The Raven Itself Is Hoarse…:” my iambic pentameter and i had just met Jordan hadnt i? with her dirty nasty Essex accent = wich i just love – and like everyone she was much prettier in person actually NOT like everyone alot of models arent pretty in person and note ive said n aught about fabulous faSHION week did i post abou tit already?
i love chyo aoshimas
ballpaper and inkjet stuff and Aya Takanos l,ine drawings and Sam Taylor Woods photagraphy and of c ourse LaCHAPELLE
TEH BEST PERfumne is so NOT gaulter. im so not down with that . i thin kperfume should be so individual that its better to make it yourself thaN mass buy what everyone else is wearing , i think Christian Laboutin makes the best heel s by a landslide although they are far harder to wear than Choos or Manolos and the ONLY jeans on this EARTH are Hytseric Glamour from Tokyo= Kinky is Nobus brand for girls,
other denim is Rick owens an dmy new favourite designers are Gareth Pughs Body suits and leather cowl necks that Rick owens carries= in Paris only- i am, mad at Net a Porter-= cos they went and made all thes einsane rules and fucked me for a bunch of clothes tha t i DID send back in time and they make like 75 million a year they can take back that oversized Mcqueen onesie that now i have to ebay-
my favourite cosmetics change alot
i found a german girls stuff at Collette= her name is Usia Ailrines and shes from germany
my fravourite experimental scent for weird times is this range of Comme and the comme candles as wella s Nars- who sometime si dont want to ,l.ike i dont know why plus nars has ana maziong face powder thats slightly shiny but not in a n anoying 99 way, i love Watanabe and also 3 for 4, i love Mauro atthe Covent Garden Hotel Shoes and his Agate and STERLIng blasted rings , he makes me beautiful fitted shoes that are wortha fortune and he just does it -= its so wonderful, for schlumping around or glammy i love rick owens so very very much for basic i caqn t live without Rick owens anbd Marc Jacobs and for red carpet GIVENCHY!!!sometiemns it changes – me an dGalliano have to kiss and make up[ and i was so tired i didnt m ake his show but Lanvins show blew me away and also the jewelry the gowns in thier amnazng dyes the most i wille ever spend ona single dress!@ I recieved a lot of gifts and alot of prewsents but i have no relationship with Alber until NOW- Alber i LOVE you you mad emy dep[resion about the shallowness of materialism LIFT- and my deathm ist go away with that show it was genuine JOY in my face an dWONDERMENT ATT HE LACK OF CYCNICSIM AND BEAUTY OF NATURE and to celebrate i even got arpege the old lanvin frangrance and read a lanvin bio, what a fabbbbulous life- i love the chateaua marmont especially Bungalow 1, and if i ever dont live anywehre i want olive there-= i love this D and L candle and Scott Barnes makeup ( if you have a tan ) i love this threading thing people do in the UK, And i sneak peeks at Perez Hilton mor ethan i admit – but NEVER the comments- hes also got great taste in Music i think- – i love dThe Gossip the other nIght at fashipbn rocks it slike i c ould really USE Swarovski Cystals on my backdrop on tour but these spirals were rather Vegas wich worked for m ost of the performers- Armani/ Alicia Keys [please go Ahead im so usede to the word “Rock” and “Rocks” ( Rock means ROCKANDROLL A PARTICULAR FORM AND GENRE OF MUSIC WICH IS NOT POP AN D IS NOT R AND B!) i cant even get it up to vomit about it anymore- most designers would never aska real rockstar and most real rockstars could not pull it off anyway= for fear of selling out or not living up to some ideal or cos tbhey just dont wanna –
but heres this looooooong crytsaL spiral and up it come sand out pops/
IGGY?
was that a backing track of “I wanna Be your dog?”
To Versace Gowns ( wich i also love)
IGGY? is that you?
and new desiogner Chritsopher Kane who Donnatella is mentoring got in there and got Beth Ditto and her band and i can see she has a maGNETISM
AND she kicked off her shoes and the crowd went oooooh i just see it and the emnporer has no clothes in a way – i dunno there was def something there being that big gives you ayouthful ness – a young ness but i fear her being very muc h expoloited and turne dinto a sacred cow whose every word she utters will be gospel for abouta year but that doesnt mean much to me=- i mean everything else but iggy an dthe gossip was NOT to my liking except Gwyneth introduciong Valenetino, it sis HIS last season EVER, so get your nancy reagen red bag or shoes or scarf NOW as irt wont be the same – YES i have wardrobe insurance= i have a starter of couture now and i lock it up – im not goign back to shirtless ness and what sucks is that one almost has to never wear somnethingt again if one is photograophed in it thems the rules- i used to wear the same dress every night til it was stiff on tour now i have ot get a “tour wardrobe” and budget for it at least Panos and the genius Todd Lynn who cuts amazingly and i havent mentioned him ands i dont know why since i feel like Bowie when i wear him- are desinging it,, but idont nbeed MUCH i just need enough ENOUGH
i have such a deeope reated sartorial love of things i cannot wait for this Marc Jacobs season ! ist so fucking Genius and Kooky and wierd and i love this Japanese kid Suzuki Takayuki- it all light and airy
andn o io wll NOT be in a film i am producing in wich “I ” am in thats so RIDICULOUS buit thanks for thinkin of me….
letus akkl hjave a graceful week and behave with true self love aqnd dignity!
blessings to ya all
Corky
ps hypemachine.com!!!!! great music site!
london tabs
Current mood: ditzy
are nuts! there is no “fued” with an yone anywhere——– Lily Allen was not even AT Smash and Grab last week-= and me and Kelly Osbourne do not discuss her mother- and thats that- Im friends for a million years with Kate and ive known Lily since she was 11 – l;et me clarify; those tabs unlike american ones just MAKE SHIT UP= even Kate asked me if i had gone to visit Pete Doherty i started laughing like crazy – Come ON ! ive never even m et the guy@! like id go visit him and not tell her or Lisa ( my friend) Im a very amiable person and ive always got along quite well with all and everyone despite what tabloids try to say- ive said my piece
its all just silly nonsense!
Anyway i had a lovely time tonighrt i was doing an interview and it went on long this morninga nd i missed Stella and if i dont get some sleep ill miss Lagerfeld and i cant do that- Stella thinks i slept in – i reaLLY DIDNT! i was doing an interview and have been up since not even 6am- and then made YSL t..- i wore the fun Burberry armour dress-
thsi fall was amazing and i loved the dress i wore tonight its sort of lanecelot armour- i promised Suzuki Takayuki id work his stuff in and im circling the shows i will and saw Dita Von Teese who always grooms herself amazin gly- and we said hello atthe YSL and sat with thedelightful Glenda Bailey and Steven Gan whoedits Visionare as wellas being a big editor at Harpers- i feel a real affinity with Ms Bailey shes dead nice and not judgemental- Liz Tilberis was like that ( RIP) she was lovely- and Ms Bail;ey is too id dibnt feell iw as being scoped or judged shes justa lovely woman with great skin and a dynamic presnece- im having fun and were going househunting next week and my princess cannot wait to fin d a good castle- thansk to Jasons friend Jason for fixing up the M y Space Tyler will stil approve comments= but Jasons friend Jason is doing an overhaul for me what a sweet thing to do – MWAAAHHHHHXXXXXX-
i dunno why they always have to have me “FUEDING” with people ive always been really quite popular and gotten al,ong well with m y peers and my community- i suppose im polemic in some circles but aLL this controversy that follows me around is just a shrug to me presently? i do not get it? i adore the people i adore and lov e them deeply = i text b ombed a frien d of mine tbhis morning withn alot of stuff and i hope she isnt feeling too freaked out by my outpour! b ut ineeded a rabbi for alot of private feelings and it was better than journalling although i probably should just joiurnal the feelings the gossip; the quest; but it just came out in some super long texts…..it happens…….n ow i feel all cringey about it!!!!!
Anyweay one step at a time its v ery dramatic to leave your nest- and were just mnaking an investm ent in London insteadiof NY – it will be a fun good wholesomne thing to do = i have a b etter time there and she will too-
- I would never leave Bev Hill,s i feel aconnection with LA is crucial to l,iving there understandin g it And writn g about it b ut the fact of the matter is im happier in L.. min us the tab loid tax and i want my kid in a Burka cos my lawyer will go mental if they mess with her- i let most things go- But shes already been messed with finac nially and almost ruined- we stopped it just in time- well theyre all getting a bollocking -if those tabs go near m y kid theyre getting areal live lawsuit and its not gonna be pretty and it wil end badly for them – like i sai di let thioer nonsense rolls off my back and mostly dont even comment- but you go near my kid- your done for.
shes sheltered and sweet and noone touches her!!!!!!!! GRRRRR!
i love this grazia picture in amaiden voyage Never zthe Bride made by Clare LA Faye dress- its sort of both of ours this one- but Clare is an amazing talent and i wish her the best- i think whater vision i have fo r fashion is being challeneged b y watchingthese shows and picking these editors brains and seeing stars and glam and glitz and etc at these shows- its a comfy commun ity and theyre all pretty nice people but you had best be on your game and b low them away – pretty dresses will not do the trick – a vision a true and real vision is the on ly thing that mov es anyon e- i mean thes epoor editors have to go to empori armani and moschinio cheap n chic and on and on and on – it seems a drag you reallly must be commited- deeply to this deal to do it- no fucking around. n ot a whit.
well ive had a tiring day and i must get up at the crack to chant – i skipped it today and have a case of the blahs- im just a little bored- the service at he pink lady is subpar i willsay that= and i dont think the aFREnc h make much of Amnericans in general im higfh maintenece but i tip like an atm-=
anyway there are no “fueds” anywhere anyone “fueding” with me is talking to themselves thats all-
l-= Chanel in the AM OMG what am i to WEAR?
ill dream on it let Panos decide./ and i think thats the last time im gonna bother to comment on whatthes etabloids make up its time consuming and its b oring- they are just rtying to elicit a comment from me and im n ot drin king the Kool Aid or aDDING TO The cacoph.. i have an album to bloody well finish dont i? damm straight and thats pretty much allthats on my mind and its amajor life change moving your kid to a different culture….. im so tired im gonna drop i hope your allwell -= i have agreat thread count in my lovely pink bed- ahhhhh goodnoght gumdrops!@
xxxxcourt
my myspace jason preston and Givenchy
Current mood: ecstatic
to all th epeople m,e and Jason Preston ( who is lovely and sweet and smarty and i hate that people slam him – they are losers- if you dont like that hes idiosycratic and innovative and has a mind ofhis own and speaks his truth then your a safe tracksuit wearing ‘le idiot= i adore the guy)
Givenchy was fantastique and Ricardo Tisci is one ot the trio of favourites well maybe tbhe qaud as i do love my Lanyway it was lov ely pieces- hes really come into his own i could recognise Tisci a mile away now – he has his own specific vibe and signature- i love him and i love his vision- and Kristen Mcmennamy who is an old friend sand i was always afan of her look and attitude, and she got alot of applause it was great tpo see her with ehr ,ong grey heair looking beautiful .
- for those of you ( theres over 20,000) waiting to b e approved me and Jason just approved about 2000 of you and your allabout to be approved by one my marc jacobs/.jasons geniuses- Tyler willstill do the comments- as we dontneedc troll comments- im n one too happy w the site either so people on my team should shape up or they can leave if they arent passionate about the work – its nos weat off me- theres tons of people lining up to do the job an d om sorry yoiu all had to wait for so long – the reastr of you will, be approved within the next day-or so, if youve had any wierd stuff happen to you pl,ease write me, i dont want my fans bein g bothered by people in places of respobnsibility,
an yway thanks to jason and id ont want to add to the cacophony of Britney opinions but i know everything
the DCS in LA is a horror show they are angry and i had three ILLITERATE social service workers on me and who sufferedf the most was my child ,they hated me for my status welath etc- and they took it our on the kid once your in that system it s fucke duyiup sio B get OUT!!!!! the rest i willsay to her priavtely and i wish her the best and lets nmopt erush to judgement on this double stan dard male /female behaviour stuff, think about it, before you judge walka mile in her shoes.
thats all i dont weant to add to this as i said , i have an opinion but ill keep it to myself and to my inner circle.
so welcome konkis- thats my new word for new friends- short for concubines!
off to a aparty —— kisses and Tosci is a GENIUS……..the whole reason i came to Paris ( as is Panos wait til you see this CD cover ! hes so brillllliannnnnttt you must go to intrepidlondon.com and see his editorial stuff its like porno!)
xxxcv
heh
Current mood: bouncy
wow! just saw rick Owens furniture with Panos ( my OTHER life partner other than Linda and Howard) an d it was a little over my head but i was so happy in my socks that miyo sent me from Tokyo-and ricks new cashmere leggings and cool new boots and his sheepie, im so Ricked out im all in th esoftest bestest textiles on this earth,
OOOOH so i sent miyo cooya ( in my friends) some cash to go shopping in Tokyo for me and she sent me some amazing Gothic Lolita items- a crazy top hat with fruits flowerrs a veil and a dead mouse with a crest on it – the mouse fell off ( ididnt even notice it on there & i squealed) on the floor of the Mercer – and Jason Preston put ( hes Marc Js Bf) it onhis laPEL and wore it to Marcs show-= so PETA had a little cow ( calm down i don t do fur although Ricks mink coat feels like true Love, but very evil true love , iwas petting it last night corrupted by it, b ut i cant i wont go to the other side-) anyway i dunno what happened i met Polly Morgan ( go to her website i promise its a pay off) the small animals taxidermist artist- whose birds i really want and this must be in the air cos i pullup to my hotel in a fancy part of London after househunting for a day- and there was standing a girl outside a very high end lingerie store a full on bionic Fashionista – everythin g just right- great messenger bag perfect cut of trouser- mdinight blue silk flash a perfectly tailored blazer an d upon the lapel a DEAD MOUSE!!!!!!
I went to Theo Fennells fabulous Diaromas and exhibition s and dida quick change and went down to Soho with my manager who was int own for Hilary Swanks Guerlian dinner and it was a fun night-
i danced with Kelly Osbourne ( who i love and think is the smartest of that whole peer group and she makes me laugh and has cool friends and good taste!) at my friend Queens of Noize Smash and Grab club in Soho im giving it a few more weeks before its not for me.
but good on Queens to have such a succesful cool night!!!!!, i hate to be a snob it depends on the doorman doesnt it -:? god thats so nasty to say! im NOT a snob i just like to hear good music and go hang with the kids after a long night of looking at the most expensive jewelry in the world with aristos and grownups-=and aristo kids. b est m anners and Couture dresses and i forget the nameof the gemstone but itts more expensive than diamonds- its blue or green and its beautiful, and its nice to travel between worlds- the kids and the grown ups tables both!
Now im in Paris in the old Pink Lady i do love this Hotel
you know your in Paris- and i have a fabulous ’salon” its my biggest room ever and no problems at the Parisian train station @! its a long terrible tragic tale- but ive had some really terrifically bad moments with the Parisian train station – doesnt reflect well upon the French at all- they can be so mean at that train station and went to Rick s show- but i missed it by seconds- Ive known Rick ( Owens) for god….maybe i w as one of his first 10 ? id unno ask him- 5? clients- I thin k i have the best collection of Rick ever- i hate parting with any of it- but the mens t shirts just get stolen – its the best cotton on earth and so thin and my boyfriends and bandmates and what not just take it so i got a bunch a whole bunch to gift everyr m ale in my life so i have something to sleep in – i am going to the fabulous genius Ricardo Tiscis Givenchy tom,orrow and im so thrilled to be going to see whats up Ricardos sleeve- and ive been hanging with Loree Rodkin too- cos Panos was working Sophia ( Kowalskis) show and Rick Owens show- i don t think hes doing Chanel this season- it took me ten years to find him and NOONES taking him from me! i havent had a great stylist well…EVER compared to Panos but Arianne Phillips is a great stylist too- and its just been hell in between
he sought me out wich THANK GOD- i hav ethese angels and eskimos on the pathway through this life and this in between records wierd time-and it is a wierd time= its fun but its annoying that bullies find m e a soft target when im certainl.y not im seconds away from putting the final touches on this record- and im tough as old shoe leather- b ut delicate as a hothouse flower too- i dont know what i a m im just in a very good mood! how about that! im not worrying about what snarky bullies say ( ive read “People of The Lie” i get the level of evil and predatory types im dealing with in an in between time-= well lets see who is around in 20 years shall we?)
and he has no desire for anyone else- except one other female artist who he loves that i also love- she tends to keep it to three dresses per record tho shes pretty min imal and super tidy – i dont think she needs a stylist this other woman- and allthe girl /woman/ older woman Pop Stars have already asked and hes declined- so i feel like the cat that ate the cream- ive been bit by these other girls/woman / older woman for my style or more likely my stylist -for an epoch and now Panos is mine ! aha!
Weare just looking for a cocoon and a lovely Winnie the Pooh house with Willow trees and a good vibe and i want to take my kid to Oxford cos someone was nice enought ot ake me at 14 and its amazing – its really really really old- and its just so crispy and lovely with blackened buildings and id love it if she went there-
well my room is all pink and silky and im sittinghere in a pink robe and pin k slippers and its so fancy and French and ive had about 40 Lauderay Macaroons today and cant wait for a yummy tomorrow. Fashion Week is fun !!!!!!!! loads and oodles more to come!!!!!!
im so excited and cant wait to see some of these designers. im pretty picky- and theres one young Japanese designer i really love Suzuki Takayuki- his stuff is all creamy and layered and cool – okay they installed BBC in this hotel = I hear Stephen Fryes Melliforous fabulosu lovely voice
Damm hes so loveable!
so imgonna order some hot cocoa and go nighty night. Listening to Mr Fryes loverly voice.
All Is well,hope all is well with you……
love and blessings!
Court
ball belles and bluebells
ibve never MET Peter Dohertty! Ive never spoken to Pete – No wait i did once on t he phone, aboput rehabs, PETE DOHERTY? OMG it must be a slopw news week- whata sad kid and needs help so much and sure id help himn but im DATING himn! i dont KNOW the guy!!!!!!
as for that drummer well hes hit on me so many times hes justa very v ery conflicted guy about me wich is why he continually writes songs about me to hear he “hates” me mor ethan “anyone else” is just amUsing- Kurt loathed HIM more than anyone else ( except a journalist) in his will he made a codicile that Grohl was no longer a member of Nirvana. i just ignored the guy and willcontinue to
Dave knows this, an d he takes it out on me! Hey it wasnt MY band and it wasnt MY idea!
its funny he “hates” me since i dont thin k about him – hes just sub mediocre kind of a cokehead who does this “niceguy” nonsense. theres isnt a eword he could he say that would riuffle my feathers, honestly.ANYWAY whata fun fabulous special evening!
i had a truly fabulius night lots of Lords and Ladies and Quentin ( Tarantino) who is just the best , and whow aas ispeaking of as being a loyal scorpio? oh yeah Rick Owens the designer – who the hell said this ewas Doherty? idont KNOW Pete ! Kate would kick my ass if this was trtue – she took out thios little silver bag tonight and i was shocked ( cos i recvognised it frm years back long long timne ago)
by how long weve known easc h other she wa sthe first model i ever made friends with about ten years ago maybe more now- weve had alot of adventure stogether and it was nic eto just smoke a few ciggies and be mellow and watch her world far more than mine go by,
we both wear P{enhaglions Bluebell its so lovely a lovely bluebell mist – i even wear it to bed – you can get it online but the Wynn is the one plac ein US iknow youc anget Bluebell- that Wynns cool-= i loathe vegas but i gotta say the stores at the wynn havethe most unique stuff i am obsessed with this diutch lingerie designer malie dekkers
i met a girl paula morgan who makes art out of roadkill and its gorgously sick and im defintly ingterested inb b uying some it sounds vile but its beautiful she finds dead aninals and then makes them beaiutiful again , i cant explain why this moved me but i thought it was deathly cool and i met a bespoke underwear mistress who makes lace herself an dmakes alot of Dita Von Teeses fabulous corsets and uses Couture laces and her name was Venda and shes defintly gettinga call from me too-= and i met the other night not here tonoght the lovely Mcqueen like a lovely sweet vulbnerable bear- if these people are “bitchy” i havent really seen it, theyre all sweet to me – i do think of what they do as art its a way of expressing ourselves. and to have the great honour to wear siuch an amazing piece as i did tonigh t theres even Coulottes cut in goergette on the inner draping, this dresswas made for a Couture model and for some reason they have smaller frames than even me skinny – just bones-its thyroid mostly i know they art eused ti make us feel wierd about our average weight etc so i get conflicted by all this luxury- but fuck it- im gonna have fun while the sun shines and just put in more than i get out, just keep ahea dof the eight ball in terms of charity and philanthropy. and then i can feel the enitre magical couture feeling, guilt free..l…….oh wow i wish i could descirbe to you th edifferecne just a dress can make to your esteem your feelings your posture stature it was all very 1859 in side there iwas like “wheres the laudunum morphine super strong!) and with major blush Laboutins- that were so high and pointy – but this lovely cream
Ive dicovered a Jasopanese Designer i LOVE Suzuki Takayuki- its all creamy whites and ivories and ruffs and twists,
check out his Tokyo fallcollection all i know is that he is very very young and this is earl,y days for him and hes showing so much potential- i get so inspired sometmnes bu the sartorial senses sated that it soumnds riduclous but i end up writing songs all night-
ahhhhhl….okay
im dazzled by whata golden fun evenin g i had what a gorgoues couture gown i was wearing what lovely philanthropical compassionaqte people i met the & also sticking with me from dinner not tonight but last night-
..is the sweetness of Gwyneth “Goddess” Paltrow whose m aybe the nicest person on this earth, ( other than Trudie Styler well i have a pretty long list these days but those two are simply outstanding humnan beings in way most of us just aspire to be)
whats outside is not even a clue of how compassionate , loyal and cool she is inside- i know, i know its sick- someone that beuatiful could be even MORE beautiful spiritually and with such a goldfen heart inside- even more by about ten times- i used to glower at her glow iwa stotally jealous of it i realize now and im rarely ever jealous- but ive realised in the last year how great and abundant a human being she is, always puttin g other s before her- never making the quote “wrong move” cos shes got amazin g clarity, hardcore intellect by such a long shot that i dont think shes given credit for- social awareness, perfect balance wihc she works hard to achieve and crytsal intuition and just hasnt crashed and burned and wont- man i love/ adore that girl- sorry to get sappy/ namedroppy but i cant express a l;ittle4 negativity/boredom/bleh /bemusement at these people who just MAKE SHIT UP ABOUT ME, and how utterly miserable they are wich is what they seem to all have a common,is a deep self loathing yet the people at the top of thie rgame seem to have unlimited self esteem wichg leaves so much more room for the Law of the Universe.i could have a pity party at the way the blogbloids perceive me an dthe people who are so lopwend they just kick me an dthey are doin g it co s i gues stheymiust think im down?
WOW!
im so NOT down thats the irony -
I couldnbt be more UP@!!!!!! God! i have so much positve an dlovely in my life now sweet little secret romances and lovely things- and people and a kid who is a brainaic but cool and beautiful and OMG! so socially adept! heh, i love that!
i willno longer tolerate toxic people abusive people or liars in my world or life whereas i used to- i couldnt be more productive or busy and i couldnt feel better about the future and as of today my team for the future- ia dore all of them and they seem to really believe in me and no way in HELL could i pull off this herculean effort – imagine 100 sit ups twice /three a day!!!! Without that positive energy behind me from very powerful souls. – but its haaaaaarrrd- imasgine that many oblique crunches a day even- this
is what it feels like some times of
mixing this record doing the art and going back for the LAST SESSION with Goddess of my World Linda Perry another human being who is wildly amazingly succesful….an is empathic compassionate and has a heart of gold an dmy best interests at heart always and works so hard on this record and treats me with dignity and respect wich i know i deserve , and i deserve no less, thats a tough one to figure out,
but youve gotta if you wanna activate the Laws odf attractiona nd cause and effect ina positive eway take no shit from anyone and people have abused this imgiinary image persona that i “take no shit from anyone ” in the past to truly hurt me-
and what do all these truly succesful people have in common- from Bono Drew Stipe my lawyer and partner Howard my yoda and friend Alan- Woody- Edward/ Bennett/ Marc Jacobs./ Testino/ Lachapelle/ Brett(Ratner)? Cameron, Lagerfeld? THEY ARE ALL REALLY GENUINLeY NICE GOOD PEOPLE
I DONT KNOW ONE PERSON IN THE RAREFIED AIR OF THAT LEVEL OF SUCCESS WHO IS MEDIOCRE OR MEAN SPIRITED OR LESS THAN WISE!@ OR a DICK!!!
i don t mean some reality show / crap music judge/ festival booker or some mediocre self loathing drug abusing nasty little man with sexually conflicted feelings for me wich hes expressed more than once in =his heavy breathing monster jocko way – i mean TRULY succesful at life at family at love at self love- have in common-= they lovethemselves , have un limited self esteem wicch putds them in th eposition to put others happiness beftore thier own-
the V and A museaum is beuatiful and i was honoured to be there i met the Fabulous an dv ery charistmaticf and beaiutiful Amanda Herlech ( sic) and had a surreal slow strange in tandem walk with the editrix of American Vogue who people always slam becaiuse she has so much power in fashion, but i saw whata vulnerable woman she was tonight just by her energy and felt bad – shes also a soft ..asking when people tell me the latest nonsense from the blogoids- so much shit- some stated as fact and some people
just cheesy people id not really get caught dead with they are so toxic and i feel they aqre in so much animality an dhunger aqn dhell they really need help
slagging mne for no appranert reason….i mm at a loss as to why but i guess that lower end oft the herd doesnt know me and doesnt know what to do with me so they just go negative an dprint uglypics an dphotoshop them, and they just dont know what to do with me – its takes a tough skin to not have a pity party about it but god/ buddha /dna gave me bionic bootstraps and im not going anywhere- im swingin from the trees blazin and itll be such fun! i suppose
nooone understands the mixing/ finishing/ cover art band bonding moment it takes on the eve ( give or take a few months) of a CD youve worked on harder an d purer than anythinmg else youve ever worked on – so i guess im in this void without much context what do thes epeoples hateful comments have to do with my world? Nothing.
At my worst i would never give drugs to a 15 year old( i believe he was 18 at this time shes speaking of actually) but i CAN say without getting too far into it-= that the kid did give me pills from his dads massive stash, if his mother honestly believes that 7 year old hooey – hed better clear it up i would imagine,
cos the Universe notices EVERYTHING WE DO , every thougfht word and deed, BUT im 90% sure her and Grohl know they are spewingNonsense – know they ar ebearing false witness and its just my karma-= i wish i hadnt been goaded in to sayin g something totally true about a tabloid star Brit comedy person
-i do not make it a policy to comment to tabloids- or even to “clear things up”
business- this latest round of bloid/blog retarded photoshoppinga nd i must say these FOOLISH people thinking NOW is a great time to kick me with – Christ at least tell the truth= dont Llie!!!!
i just snapped im not perfect it would have been better to just talk to friends ofrfriends but i had been doingthat= anyway im not tablpoid sally and certainly itw asnt said oyt of vin dictiveness- or bithcinness it juist happens to be true that some people need to get well , szome people are truly truly sick , i certianly was no saint – in some different areas than that= in other words its a long asssed story and forget it!
5000 rows of heandsewn ruching with seed pearls imbedded in it- the way the sequins and pellets laid down the references to animality and whats undrneath skin the cerebral nature of Givenchy now, How much pressure there is to run a house not only must you think of Spring Fall Couture- Cruise Resort Pre Fall with hundreds of pieces shoes,accesoires , coats , pants, dresses and every piece must be GREAT
have a dialect in every department
but you must also be a steward of the perfume and the sunglasses and the underwear an dthe jeans and things p[eople can afford and you mnust rebrand the place after many many years of some sor tof neglect – i Locve Riccardo his Couture show =changed the way i saw things was like takinga powerful mind altering permanent hallucingen -= it was art truly truly art.
the way the drapes laid down was amazing – it was such an honour to bethere-such an honour to be wearing true couture and to be supporting this genius- he says im his “muse” or one of them apperently !i love that ! i mean what a delight! a treat!
in my dorky litle skteches ive been doing of things i wish existed i realise how little i know even though ive studied fashion as muchas cinema or music, littl ethings pop up when im ripping thru ten years of “Collezion” the fabrics opf lacroix
i FINALLY getthe genius of Gaultier- and smaller things like Vera Wang is really acool designer of clothinga nd so is John Rochas and Antonio Marras, a guy i found Marc Bihan Khaki Vietnam jackets over tulle and kick boots the GENIUS of my stylist Panos, wich is acknowledged by one and all, HES a magician and his aesthetic is amazing he has said no to every cleb rity and he only has beena fter me anmd someone else, i amn so honoured by our deepening friendshipa nd the energy he puts into me and getting me calibrated correctly again in this world and how much awe and respect people have for him as they should – i forgetthe exact addreses just look at his editorials i did rthe other day i think he shoudl design= its called Intrepid it must be .co.uk or agency…im not surre but lookat his imagination and your in for such a treat he really is a poet.
i adore and worship at the altar of Dame Westwood,a dn we had the funniest discussion too, sh etells me this story of some disscusion we had when iwas just begginig to get “out sick”
apparently i asked Dame Vivienne for a guitar designed by her , now i cannot recall this discussion but it was mor ethan embarssing that we spoke fo rsonething like 2 hours accoriding to her-= i remember talkingt to someone about the things she sai dwe discussed= but my god- i worship her- and felt so retarded that ic ouldnt recall these hour son the phone with her!
all in all a very glorious loveley evening a ball in london
Lords and Lasdiesw and Princesses and it was alla glow and a twinkle very un rock n roll excptthe kid whop ia cidently made wise with =- iw as so puzzled but upon refelction i think he was far more nervous to be in that company than m e – im very confortab le in that environement- its good clean people with alot going on and alot to give and its a posotive c reative environment especially ifyour meeting such cool people , ogh i could go on but my fat little feet seem to fit some kind of glass slipper occasionally – im mor ethan fortunate to be able to have fantastical adventures like this-
and dear darling people who are leaders and see me for me and dont buy into that other nonsense- even though idont think anyone is treated quite so off kilter a si am – this stream of noize about me drinking or trashing rooms etc-= its just nonsense and all these people have gone thru it themselv es and if they havent they just dont give a shit, so itw as jiust a golden Ball and i had a fantastic evening thanks to the Genius of Riccardo and my God My God the way this man desigsn his positivity and enthusiasm and dazzlinggenius- Hubert Givenchy is happy on the other side ,,,,,,,that is for sure.
well the suns up im so inspired i have Tarantinos mad beuatiful stream of cosnscoiuness running through my head…… talk about a maverick……. it gave me great ideas to see allthese shrines to the sartorial arts anmd i recomend this exhibition highly…..( also Bluebell- you wont look back!)
love blession g happiness to all
what i learned today:
sometime syou gotta just suck up the crud atthe bottom of the barrel or you winthave the opportunity fo rthe cream at the top of your coffee.
love
call me Miz Love Baby!
Current mood: amused
thanks for all that support i really dont google myself hardly ever as for PR i have the best best best , but with no record he cant and shouldnt stamp out every dumb blog or nonsense bloid thing its alwyas bvest to never complaina and never explain and i guess i do a little of both while im in such a holding pattern but back back back to the studio the L:AST time weve just got one rocker to put on here and micko and me made up a magical little songa nde my nme writer friend has 2 guys for me to take these songs to both who uhnderstand the folk form – i could write ocean rain or i dunno an earlier u2 song in my sl;eep cos thats when and who i learned s ongwriting from Northern UK and Irish guys in the 80s is when i started l,earning how to write ive kept up with things pretty well – i mean in terms of guitar; Jack Whotes fairly innov ative and ive grown to understand Kid A and its relevance wich actually didnt grab me right away allthose years ago it came out-= Yeah ima good actor and i actually am a great dresser if they just would get off myass, but they dont, so i just ignore em, and wirth Panos pushing me into new directions sartorially it resonates with me musically the V and A Couture exhibition is Tuesday and my English fave Todd Lynn is tomorrow youllsee me in alot of his stuff it gives me a Bowie feeling when i wear him, as for the V and A im going with Ricardo who is runnin g/designing Givenchy and I getr ot weaR Couture again yummmy yummy – i know exactly the dress iw ant from the couture too- its a retrosp[ective3 of Couture – this is as the labour intensive work for the ( possible probable) cd cover is happening, then i have a few days to jam with my kids just for the hell of it, just jam i think as a band,
and then go to Paris an dthen back here and then back to the ballroom in la.
Well i wish i had had 6 kids but i havent done , it aint over yet , but itll have to wait til this cd tour and the film im doing are in the bag done and over – ive got a few years yet and that pictur epissed me off as itw ould anyone cos of what it al;l;uded to, im my Ob GYNs favourite patient, just genes i guess lotsa longevity and all the stiuff that goes with it- doenst meaN I wont get hit by a bus today but i wish i had had a brood, i feel i would have been far more protected- and if they turned out even half as good as my kid, id be in heaven,
great hair straight as a fabulois social life and turns down film after film and multi million dollar designer campaigns= good on her- my little genius- the proof is in the pudding is all i can say = i raised that kid not some random n annies, and despite what the bloids say or do i live my life accroding to strict and true convictions and values,
is it totally paranoid to think that acertain freak of nature
back of the herd who just hops rides on the rest of us has an obsessed freakishly homely and nasty as it gets PA who is hopelessly in love with her freak boss and somehow shes just connected with him to this endless line of nonsense from winehouse to shazza to over 60 paps and only one photo came out an dtheyve painted my mouth? Obsessed people get really wierd and do obsessive crazy things ive been and wil continue to be this year on the recieving end of this runts obsession with me and you betchya emit -all i do believe in instant karma
like you do THIS and BAM it hits ya, but i did nothing i should not have done and certainly i had no cynical motives whatsoever, itw as just as the scientlogists put it when you check somneones “stats” and theyc ome up “sp” sci or not
its common sense to avoid somneone into stuff that is over the common sense line and will end up with death, of someone. thats like 2 plus 2 equals 4 stuff i certainlydidnt say a word about winehouse and iwas on the beach in malibu less than a montha go and went up to the Osbourne house and theres nothing negeative between me and shazza til she pulled this nonsense out its like somneone is stirring up shit on purpose and it aint the karmic gods i can tellyou that, i know what imn talking about and whom .- but shed have to be on me 24/7 top pullthis line of crap followingme off- oh wait she has no life….so its tres possible.
woman ifyour reading this pleas etake the guy= run of!
f express your true feelings stop[ pretending to be a “PA” and leave us all alone, christ how many times do i have to say it? Shall i demon….. strate? instead of using tabloid connections to allude i have some std with retouching!~ if i did ,wich i dont ,theres only one filthy embarassing gutter ive been in where those things thrive love. ahhhh poor pa , in love with her er
“boss” is on just some krazed kooky kampaign to get me and its just harder and harder,coz what is there to get? no drugs, discreet sex and quietly finishing thsi rock n roll…. well theres not much to nail me with , so just create stuff and yes thank you i am a rockstar and i AM allowed to wear freaky contacts for dress up even if it looks wier dthe next day at l,east i had fun.
anyway im well looked after
couldnt be better looked asfter= cds ar epractical;ly obsolete so thsoe of us still playing now and in 2 years
yall should applaude cos we sure as fuck aint in it for the cash…….in 2 years cds willbe 8 track level old tech.
cant wait fort Todd Lynn tonight Again theguys a cutter and whata cutter, i do love a good cut, gracious living is something ive always needed and a good cut has alwaYs beena pure part of that, im gonna go for a run in the park i think now, if i can finb my horrible New Balance shoes talk about unglam.
But man they do function better than any Nike for running and exercising they just do tough on Nike, and its nice they send me cute stuff somnetimes butthe shoes for real working out? its New Balance sorry , they just bloody work.
Wonder what Covent Garden is like this early>? hmmm. spray on some bluebell and go stretch and then chant see ya all laters.
i may be paranopid about the crazy obsessed PA – but its a few too many conikidinks for me to think that someones not being obsessive and pruposely not creating chaos and it just means i need to chant longer and withmore cvonviction to bringthe force of the universe into recalibration and alignment and put others before my self and alleviate misery where i can and bring joy where i can.
and alwaYS create value in all that we all do right?
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i was so flattered today that Tony Wilson the Factory guy had in his last wishes a thinghe wanted me to do in October -= it was heart rendering as i only met him 3 times, If i have my paradigm polished an dthe absouloute release date i willcertainly do it and it was just beyond flattering,it was also funny.
oh my almost out of Bluebell dont have time to go to Liberty……damm i do love it here!
Bluebell! who thinks of that1 AHHH but the British! so gorge! Lapsang and a run and a chant and ill be right as rain ……AND IMPEnATRABLE cos the music always comes first Th ebest armour there is actually, nop tal;iusman is better than a true hearted good song.
xxx cl