Courtney Rants

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the last band couldt get it together to improv, this ine wul=ill were already doing it having all bveen in indie bands and bands they love doing it as they are rendering prewritten stuff i dont think they know hos awsome they are making it sound, or ho wimportant a job that is because obviously poeple feel closer to things they composeedd or were a part of and thats one reason why LP and i wantt hem to play the last two traqcks on the record it gives them equity on every level an d a priceless educatiuon to walk Linda at work noone works harcder ina the studiop in my expirience not even Corgan and his long hauls cos he needs directing and LInda is the direcdtor and alsi teh creator of do much she doesnt need directing she knows her limits and fodes what she can to not get consumed by work, inany case she can teach these kids a fuck of a lot mor ethan o can but i m dammed good at the imporv thing cis i like it and when ive suggested it sonically they all jump right in thereaSON MOST OF YOU LOVED PATTY OTHE RTHAN SHE AS COOL AND FRIENDLY ND GREAT IS COS HER AND ME WERE SO CONNECTED that w coudl i,mprov easy and teh othe rtow woukld i must say in retro spect rathe rgrumplily and reluctantly jopin in but it was anbd remaibns a good signature and a fun exercise anvery very upset with erlandson opresebtly found out hes been selling off Holes backlinbe wich was Nirvanas backline and im about reasdy to call him ion it, that s iurreopalceable geAR AND WHAT people wouldnt give for Kurts guitar tone and it was gutted wich w sthoughtless and stupid and allthose mnarshalls- how could he do that?
anyway lets see if its true but i have a sinking feeling it is. really thoughtless but cinsidering the Buddhism hes opracticibng os so wrong it makes sense, that hed steal and sell for nothing things wich if they were ever goign to be sold could sell for s fortune an dif they were to be used artistically by some one like Linda or Rick Rubin woukld be cherished and treated with respect gone with the dammed wind, im very hurt bu tghis.
eso condsidering allteh water carrying i did for so so long and all the keeping togethe rof things yes eric had a very aggressive guitar tone and was a fine player he wasnt much of a composer other than his nadir wich wa snorther n star and that thing was like getting blood froma stone never had i had or have i had such a hard time cmmunicating and mnaking mad gestures and using crazy adjectives an dhumming and pohrasinbg the mist complex shit to get a simople tune hard to oplay becaus ethe phrasibgs unique bvut nit etchnically THAT hardrd an dthe phrasings unique cios imn find if 5s 7s and 3s, wich is klike beinga southpaw almost i t just throws peipkle but i like songs with thos enumbe rwsin them and 9s i especiually like 9s, 9 repetuions 9 bars , i just like odd nyumbers rathers than all 4s and 6s, it throws people just a little there son missing or there son extyra they arent used to , its fun , im rpetty sad for common sense reasons i expected i didnt have ot go out and purchse a whole new bacxxkline and for years we had kurts backline and none knew it but it nmad emne feel safe, and let sjust hop ehe hasnt sold it all- because iu liek usubg thos e marshalls abnsd that gear ut like i said makes me feel safe ancd like im covered ina clouid if pritection, dunno why, but yes imporving is half way to compostition actuya;ly if ou can make up a bit ion the spo nf ont of peopke you make yous]rself far mor ecomfortable in front of that audience and al,so practice composeing uncer pressure wich can make for some really cool lyrics and tasty piece sf drummubng and pkaying, its impotrant to me in fact its crucial i couldnt be ina band that didnt luve imporving an dthank god these guys pile on and stand in fucking line to imporv theres nothing begrudfging bout heor attotude about it its like give give giuve m, eic h is what a band shoudl be about.

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i put up z demo of demo iof demo of carcrash we habve about 4 other songs too, and id like to get opinions on them sopme of them. i need to write another dylanney one rexcept i just found otu my fat fighters mafrtin got stolen on the chunneltrain and thats why i got that new gibson for my bday but i need it nd its nowehr eint hehosue the only guitar is kurts ild one with strings i havent changed in teh 12 years sinc ehes passsed, and its hrd to play too.
and unlessyou have a boot of the roxy shosw the lyrics are all wrong, i wrote the proper lyrics on the site i lik ehpow pleasant yall re but its so much easier to answer you indivually at my site n dthis willconnect tp ,my site wiuthin a month or so, were also piuttin up about 60 polroids me n the kids took around the house, my mouth still looks wonky, i think i gott go back to paris tot he dr, hes nit a cosmetic surgeon he just fixes bad surgery and also cleft palates and serious shit its nbot really vanity hes conservtive, wich we like, and this really isnt znyones business but im hating that id di that to my mouth back in the day and he didnt really take out enough the first time around i just wnt the mouth god gave me back, it was perfectly cute.
and i had nice big lips as Gwyneth says when i was “Out Sick” ( genius phrase) of my dark years id id some damage and i have to restore myself to not looking ridiculous, idont care if im prettty or ugly or jo de lie wich is what i apretty much am ( french for ugly pretty- theres no english word fo rit and im sure im nots pelling it right) anyway so imay dissapear for a minute here, i know iknow i tell on myself, im either stuck wearing nude lipstick forever or i can wear my 70 dollar Kevyn Red, wich is sold harldy anywhere and i stillcant believe the lovely mr Aucoin passed away actually, he was so full of life and i still remember everything about him , Ted Demme is another one it make sno fucking sense and listening to me an dKurt on You Tube last night we sound so young and dumb and cool, iwish i had been willing to do mor ewith him but udidnt wan na get tarred w the yoko brush al,though he always though t Yoko was cool ( an Olympia thing) and liked her wierd music, its a real loss, we had friend named Jessica Hopper and she lived with us when she was a kid and she has a tape somewher eof us fighting in the bathtub an dthen playinga 10 minute version of in the pines, iwish i could hear it. Amyway i think illtk ethat offa you tube and put it on the skin after carcrash jusr a dammed demo needs a riff a bassline real; drums the real lyrics the brideg to start with c not f, ventur eto my site an dtell me what you thinbk i wish i had time ot get back to you and to read allyour comments, but in my site teh way its set up i do n d i can answer you and also hear your opinions more clearl;y thansk fo rth epostive nic ethings youve allsaid now get your asses off my space for a sec an d go to my site!

thereds apperently press that is sayong including the london Times widch is where i happened uypon this that i am “feekibsg pressure” from “Nirvcana Fans” as we know there re Nirvana Fans and then there are the 16=180 freaks who Kurt wouldcve hated whp i ignore and hacvnever paid attentipon too and thats why i :switched” from an aunction to a private buyer, this is horsepucky, utterly. There MAY be an auction and there MAY be a p[rivte buyer it depends, id prefer to void the PR of a big auction , but perhaps more cfan go to charity and its fairer to got o an auction,m and perhaaps i dnt wan to be involved in an “inverstment”scheme wherein i sell and then the person sells for three times teh amunt fter the biopic or ten times the amount inten years, wich i may dammed wellw ait for, i started a foundation – the Calliope Foundation years ago to provide arts and music to poor shcools wich Save The Music doe snow and oes well, and also to focus on Suicide prevention and drug abuse addiction esp int he Seattle area, and to create a Kurt Cbain yearly grant for a kid out of Aberdeen.Cosmopolis evcery year – an outsider type kid with artistic musical filmic potential, but shit happened and even tho oi spoke wth Paul Allen ( the othe rhalf of microsofT) the state of Washington was too busy taxing my estate when there was a perfectly legal will ( wicvh statute has no run out) and hiring 16 lawyers i didnt know about etc etc, itllallcome out in this life or Karma or the Akashic Records but itll ll come out, anyway i was busy and moving tp LA and i never got Calliope ( onf the 12 muses she wa sthe mus eof Epic Poetry and iliked her for Kurt) i never di d anything with it i think one event once- but foundations are difficult to run and take alot of effort liek rfunning a lable but a big one and theres alot of fraud in foundations when iw as voraciously reading abnout fraud when i had my fortiune stolen i read one of thebetter books on it and it happened to be one about Cjarities and fraud you have to hve real cops watching, and commiited peopkle like teh case of Music cares when a certaon former emloyee ran it he also raN THE grammies- one dinner they raisee1.8 million but the dinner cost 980k, chuck ohillips at thelta times wona Pulitzer for exposing that story, but i chnated two hours ton ight and really thought about where the money should go and since Calliope stillexistst i may staff it CAREFULLY using professional and go to Trudie Styler an dBono to mke sure im getting the best sorts of people to police it seo this money goes where Kurt would have wanted it and we can keeop it where Kurt is from mybe two grants a year in ein grays harbour an done nationally would be fairer for a scholarship, im thinkinga aloud, but back ot the original point , i dont listen ot cvare what those crazed little hormonal mysoginist kids write about me, i bever read irt and ive come to ther point whrre imnot allthe way there ive practically stopped readinganything about myself at all- my goal is to get to that anthony hopkins place wher eone doesnt read the good or the bad, ever under an y circumstance, i google myself occasdionally abouyt ince a month now,m but i skim and i feel bad for even doing that= im really chanting for alot of things right now alot my list takes three pages = verythingf romamterial thinsg to allevaiting one persons misery each day and bringing joy to on e person each day and for true compassion and to understand why iw as born to these parents and to fulfill my mission and create value in all that i do, inevery actiion creqat value, culture an deducation , fo rthat it os makingmusic that does that particularly live music, and stop being so dammed reactive, i think thats my worst chrcater flaw, i canbe so reactive, and iknow it and it drives me nuts because it doesw not gel with the rest pof my goals and mission truth over fame, virtue over material wealth, and if one can amge t both at the same time , i live in shark pool so its a little hard, but there ar egood compassionate people around me and the 9th consciousness the Law the Secret the m,ystc law the shoten zenjin takes veryvery good care of me when i let go. so the Times piece spread about a bit i askeds someone who does read about me, and i m ust say thi sis nonsense, inever care what they say these freaks, Kurt addressed them in the liner notes of in Utero and in countless interviews and it wa sone of the things that drove him to his death, it hurt and wa snot fun and he feklt so much guilt like us falling in love ha dtaken m,e away from me wich was true but it was worth it, Lovehas sacrifices, and i made the ultimate one= lost my entire idnetity forever, and became identified with a man forweve and ever= but thats nonsesne too i have fith i wil nto always be indentofied ewith himwhen i actr and wgen ising i no longer am indentified with him and when i fulfill m ymission wich is writongand playing music live i am me cxourtney love ( cobain) so i just wanted to straighten that out, ive recieved NITHING but sxupport and even the Times reported that ie as recieving criticisim wlel id recieve crticism if i had a perfect 6 pack and became a nun so its wate roff a ducks back, i also haventhad the opportunity to communicate to the public and speak about the music and the issues that mtter to me Buddhism and compassionand changde and survival and turning poisxon into medicine and helopinga s many peple as its possible fo rmew to help with my exirience strength and hope, burt as far as moving this vast amount ( tome its not a vast amoutn compared to lennons sriff Kurt had very few things henever had a chance to indulge himself in any luxury goods or attractive environments he was too busy making golden eggs for others, and pancakers and unplugging the phine withme an dfrances) but its alot of stuff its jiust very rare= and the price quoted i was told will dpuble afte rthe biopic and inten years will triple at thevery least so lets see where i can creat ethemost value out of these things that peple want-= i knew this wehn Kurt s sweater fetched 280 ooo usd for Unicef- it was just asweater tome but it meant the world to this kid,
Iheard about one guy wgo wanted to approach me an older guy whop collected someone else and switche dto kurt because he doesntbelieve there are collectors in that income range that can afford it yet, that upset me as ts nonsendse males 35-45 and there are a plenty of them ar every much into collecting= when is ai dwe were dealing with ONE person he is very priuvate and o plan on being very prubvate about tthe detsils but if that one person doesnt work out the fact os there are others, and they are passionate and not llking top sell or make an investment wich i would prefer-if i sell something to youf or a dollar i dont wan tyou turninga round and selling it for five if it meant alot to me -= tehn again wether its Calliope foundation or a foundation Trudie or Bono ( the two people i woukld take the recomendations from – one my mentor and the other my friend) it deosnt muc matter what they do with Kurts guitar from unplugged otr the Ibanez her playe don Teen Sprirt, and the Mustang he played on heart shaped box of the collage noise cassettes he ,made or the work tapes of the songs as he wrote them= imt hinkings icne franny and KC share a ne xact simnilair sense of humour that his meat collages and comics shoudl be kept for her, and there was ab out 50% of what wa s never publishe dinthe diaries an d perhaps witha sworn affadavut to never reveal the contents iwoudl consider exchanging this to heklp pthers in the various ways ive suggested above.
iev sai ditbefore its an exchange of energies, and my ideal buyer is genuinklya Kurt fan who owning the stuif fwould tke it on musueam tours and woud plkaythe guitars and use things and would value his stuff incredibely, and i could us ethe enrgy exchange to help others inthe ways mentiuoned nd more things Kurt would want solvemncy for his daughter and peronsal investments too bitmistly givingt o other people- rersearch into stmach ailmenst mysterious like him , perhaps even a perfect rehab( ohno i feel a steve coogan pitch coming on and need tpo throw up) ( bless)
anyway No iw a snot pressured by any child blogging if that coujnts as “pressure : wich it sur edoesnt to me or : criticism : wich none would be valid or anyones business everyone can understan dwhy its tiem yot move ona nd to do good works with the proceeds, works tht would creat e artists and promte tehm to stop bullyng to deal woth self destrucrtive fantasies and suicidal ideationa t a young age to hel p ther musicians and to help utside rartists and to grant two yeah imn into that now tewo artists a year one from his home county nd oennatinally and send them for a fukkride to NYU or Bard or wherever is approprate toheklp old musiciamns who got ruipped off who are living nt the streest who made massive hits andnever got a dime, forme to cog into juvenile halls and halfw ay houses an dteach music and arta nd fiilm and slefg belief and value and culture and edcuation to instilla live of reading and to lea dpeple to victory ni matter what – tp show and to prve by exampole that nothing isj impossible aNd dreams come true and as Kurt xchanted with me and listed himself a s a Budhist tyo teach unde rthe lessons of thegreat Biddhist guides.
to build a palace of the heart , using lyrics i dont need to own and hacve gathering dust, and frightwig t shirts and shirts he wore in teen spirit and dresses he wore in in bloom videos and all that stuff, it can go to vcreat so much so very much value inthis world, hed be glad fo rit so would i, and i think thats what sgoing tohappen,
to go to planstoen and tach women how to be independant form sweat shops o theere are so many many things.
and imust sleep because i wak eup do some yoga watch the view and chant, its hoydl be the other wat around ishoudl chant first but its my rythym, id liek to start gettingup more at 6 am liek my friend Trudie told me is teh appropriat etime fo rthis time of year, amnd stop using the net at night sinc ei sometime stend to write things that my bio ruthyms arent censoring from the mainstream press,
IUnany cSDE THESE ITEMS WILL BVE USED FOR GOOD WORKS APPLICABLE TYO KURTS CONCERNS AND INTERESTS AND PROBLEMS AND ITS A WONDERFUL FEELING, AND IF THE BUYER RESELLS FOR TRIPLE INTEN YEARS WELL HAVE FULKFILLED OUT MISSIN AND IT WONT AMTTER A SALE IS A SALE, AND IF ITS TO BE AN AUCTION, SO BE IT, an dio fthe aiudtion doesnt meet teh assessors needs then i withdraw and come back another time,
bti it believ teh stars are aligned and its time now.
i fdell great abotuthis as i wchanted tonight ( 2 hours) my mission here became reallyc lear to me-= this is enough toreally7 change things an dbe a real philanthropist ina serious way and succsfukkly done it grows and grows,a nd f one cares deepky for teh charites they are serving it can only be a food thing
i swear this is true

the ehart is wher ethe true treasures are and the more compassion one shows in every single action thebetter ones life becomes so if you mnust show compassionf or purely selfish reasons at first , it will come natuarlly, a lion is a lion . tht means some roaring biut raringf or comasiions sake and the sake of others joy and teh allevartion of other sd misery.

so yet again to clear ita ll up i as not’pressued : ort criticised:” into makingany decision nor will i ever be by some woyunded children inned of help and fuklopf greed and wraath and folishneess, they r eto be chanted for and prayed for, nto to be listended to, noonews pressuingme tyo do anything idont wnat odo ad uusal my whole life long and thatrs been very very bad andvery very good and i expect it to stay veruy very good for a long time to come and wehen there is siffering i willsuffer whatthere is to siffer and enjoy wahtther eis to eenjoy but aleays keep
VICTORY!!!!!! to creat evalue fulfuill my miisionand become a woman of limitless self esteem, and satya way frof oolishness hell animality an dallthe lower worlds of isffering by my daimokue an demy faith

to feel happy inside is worth everyt material posseion on earth and id o right now- iveben very reactiev lkately abd in hst going tolet go and let gid an dbuddha decide for me, icanbnot contrl the 172 loose ends nor can i c oherently instrcut ther inhow to= it wil all be all good.

exoect the naveen genuius ewebiste mixed with mys pace mid may. its amazxing he sdi maddobnanas webiste but this is nothing lie that its a brulliuantne widea and hasnt been done yet but nothing complex promise youd intahve to be atech head to get this.

love and have a great sleep i now have to get my adreniline down since being online stimulates me and makes me want ogo to 1stdibs.com where the REALLKY brauyitful furnitutr is.

going to sleep blessings upn you all!

nam myoho renge kyo (THAT is the secret)

Court

letmebeveryclearabout my blog last night- there are personal collectors i have heard of – but my team is only dealing with ONE who we all like, i ahve not methim buth e sounds very nice.
The otehrs have either chased me for a long time or aremysteriously coming out of the woodwork through imporper channels. i dont have a line of very welthy people around the block vying forthis stuff- i have an a list team and they are dealing with the ONE person they feel is the most apporpiate as a home for these items, since the media takes things i say and twists them oyut f context i fekt i needed to clarify, obviously i havethe right to speak my mind but i only go through the proper channels in the case of Kurts things and there is only ONE person we are seriously discussing this with.
The rest of them seem like shadow figures and i dont know thiero chracters or who they are or their histpories the ONE person we are dealing with has alot of charcter and is a positive good place for Kurts stuff.
Please correct yourselves my blog lastnightwas to clarify WHY i was ready tp sellthe majority of KCs stuff, it wasnt meant to piss anyone off, nd it seems to have without me wanting to.
My team has decided upon ONE person who is an avid collector and a good guy and thats the person we are focussing upon, noone else again there is no line of jillionares around the block. if there are they ar enot going through the proper channels and we are not dealing with them, we ar eonly dealing with ONE person. Who we all like and think is themost approprite person for this exchange of energy.
i havde busy day and must go.
Please correct yourselves, yes people have cocme put of the woodwork the wrong woodwork, and im not considering them presently i m only considering ONE person who has the right intentions and seems very positive.
Yes id like to avoid an auction and scattering all of KCs stuff to teh four winds, but id an auction hppens the auction houses are very very responsible and also cab be positive thing,
i hoperthat clraifies allthese insane newstories about my many BILLIONARES because that is total nonsense.
doyour reaserch and call my rep who is correct when he says that no logistics and nod ates and times are set yet.
i simply hve mde the decision and if it doesnt go right i willl withdraw the decision but i m optimistic that things will go great with the ONE person my team is dealing with.
i hope that is crytsal clear, my rep at rogers and cowan knows more than me i only hear rumours unless its come from my counsel who i listen to and who are only dealing with ONE person in this, i wont say it again.
pl;ease get that right and correct yourselves you are mking up stories an dbending my words some of wich were impulsive and pssibly misleading- alot if these guys ar erumours, shadows and some have chased me for years – but once again we are only dealing with ONE private collector, an dthats too much information right there- the story broke i hd my say and my say was twisted and tken out of context. or i was not clear enough = iw ork within a team and the team is in charge of this situation and they are excellent atther jobs and i do what they advise me to do, they are not dealing with anyone but ne person,. period.
so please again corrcet yourselves
courtney

as my rep sod the logistics and dates are not set, ivebeengetrtingtheseofferesfor years and finally decided to partwith alotof stuf wich means nothing to us atthi spoint and wed like to move away from the energy of these thingsand being the stewardsof thesethings, i dontthink there should be ANY controversy about this, PObviously we will keep Kurts most precious things i was misquotede and sounded quite flip, Frances will have tons of stuff for her family, not just a few items, butnot TONS of stuffthat means nithing to her now and wont mean anything to herlater.
i noticed there were 173 stoires on this assuming the tiny little freaks that Kurt would have hated would be “outraged”
why? donteevn nswer i dont care- theyrent a part of mylife and wherever Kurt is im sure he doesntwantthem and thier opionions = as isaid i spojke at length abou tthis withmy former fiancee and he amomngst many many other people said this was defintily emotional progress and the best idea id had in a verylong time, to just move on instead of hoarding these things where noone enjoys them or values them or in my case in some items values them ina n unhealthy way, ihave inmy house secret little thingsifhis everywhere just little tchokes that makle me feel like hes still around and hes NOT, so its time to move on in my life, thats all, im quote cshocked anyone cares allthatmuch, especially as it was a misquote and there may nbever BE an auction. like my rep said again there re no ligsitics wokrd dout some tertiary discussions with some private collectors and some more collectors coming out of the woodwork, but the hassle of an auction might be too emotional for me, someone asked me if iwas coming to the premiere of HTH, and i must say i very much doubt it, its farfar away, but i dont want to relive that or watch other people relivethat-= i will apporve the script and actors and driector withmy team but then i cannotbe involved emotionally anymore-theseareall cveryemotionally loaded things for me but ultim,ately its aboutbeing free of the burdens,steraiugtening out the myths and thelies , and always as in the case of KCs diariies holing morethna 50% of his stuff back from the public,atmy own expense, ididnt wantour love letters published as he woulndthave liked that- ive done a great job with themess of an estate and the rip offs ive expirienced, a bog mess landinginmy lap and a plethora of silly stupid little boytwats who blogthier insane stiff for a few years and then resl;ise how nonsenical they arebeing, and cease, break ins realescape schemes and wire transfers all overthe world and vforged signatures and people ive been in business with rippingme off the entire time= etc etc and most of all nothavinganothe parent to deal with esp now- 14 thats a tough year and imso glad we beatthe odds and are closer than ever, ive kept her ouyt of the contsant films and magazines shes been offered for the most part, and im not going to blag on and on how great i am i just dont understand how a very personal decision could possibly get so much attention.
again theres no dates or logistics worked out just collectors approaching me. and some beginiing tals with auction houses, but i hve mcd ethe decision to move this stuff along now, and if it isnt appreciated for what it is i will just lock it back up and wait for a better time. as everyone knows i am very finaciaally secure and this isnt abou tthe money though i will not undersell it, ir as isid be tken advantage of, its been assessed and im very confident the auction houses will agree with the assessment since the assesor came from an auction house.
so thats enough o fthat topic, time ot change up and move on an dpossibly change pajamas( theyre the ones we got married inactually its juts been a habit fo ryears and years sometimes icveeven felt better werarinfg his socks, but i need to move on in my life nd my relationships s all my friends have told me over and over as well as therapists et al)
ojay i hacvenothing mpe to say on thi smatter i just wanted to valideate what my rep said and clarify the matter to you guys.
im all about personal growth in a lethally serious manner and this is part of whats best for the family and best for our emotional growth as a team.
love
court
and good dammed night.

context.and also ive never ever seen a crowd so deep”ranting’????oh okay.well the actual storys so insane and sick and makes me FINALLY suicidial. iwasnt before but i am now. My E mails hav ebeen monitored for years all communications have been monitored for years all checks have been kited since 97 and anyone that might tell got ex nayed “Brookes just not talented enough” Brooke did you know the trust fund is ( under sealthank god because i was speechless until i kn ew what it was that had happened- WHO made an 8 million dollar loan? Who made 14 million in a year? whi doesnt have a pot to piss in?WHO had me arrested KNOWING what might be in my piss?Who uswed one of the sbc verizon att sprint accounts.to forward numbers from la whiole thry eerter in Senegal and fucking paris and who opened PO boxes in every city in america/WHAT Forensic accountant is going to find “Hsbc fowler and poukltry streeet ( obscure area of London) account name”The St. George TRust” who went to Bermuda and geneva and the caymans?now i know, WHY? is the next question? why hide t shirtsa? why daRG OUT THE NIRVAMA LLC CASEUN TILT HE LEAYWE R RECIEVED A 981,000 DOLLAR CHECK- ONLY HE NEVER RECIEVED IT? WHO HAs the INSANITY TO HAVE
“ESTATE OF KURT COBAIN PERSOBNAL; REPRESENTETIVE K….N SCHUBERT” this goes to a lawyer in Seattkle rioght? I mean…even though itsa unheared of for estates to remain oipen TEN years thank god this one IS actally a good thingthe checks got o a “suite oin sunset ( in `1999 the postage bukk oassed a law that all Pruvate mail boixes neded to say PO biox not suite.This Info was found on a white paper- with white out,”box 114″ and “pmb 119″ and at the bottom ” Tony cxannot know’
Tony Mccourt had a divorce with Melissa J. Mccourt Trustee of the Heather Road trust, trustee of the frances bean heathe rroad trust, ytistee of the clarity trust. sinc e1997. This tale doesnt make me look good byu the way.

Since 1997 Melissa and Jim have been kiting all checks and purchasing properties all over the world. Kings Winford..where is that>?
look at this one “NEPA ” Northeastern Pennsylvania property iot sisnrt just biot of them owning properties topgether- ot osnt just the one in Biunghampton ( there are THREE prominsent jim Barbers- an ambulance chaser type lawyer. An Nascar driver or something. a comedian.
and the “prodcuer” whiogot hisself a Biz’ness manager. with one source of income for six years …yeah great idea.
Whjat do you do when his comnp breaks and he sends it to Racksppace in San antonio? What when you foind Dirable Power of Attorneys all ove rthepolace and find out from advances Graphics across the street tha theyve been printing for this bitch for five years- NOONE has ANY POA over me
Scranton slum housing. Haptau ( hers) Macti beach) his Coilumbine Co. ( CLS Chartered flights, theres only three but “only ” three learjets is a TON to me and Frances. and then its insane and wierd but on his Yahoo property list of the Colorado property its so fuckedis a sigil for Washingtoin Mutual( “we dont ask for Id!”) wm refinanced my mother in laws home….at the point my mother in law demanded that i faCE REALITY and trhat this man had isolated me form eberyoine i knew – all of the siudden my mother in law was cut off and rfefinanced- not ny me nbot even signed by me, a lien came out for 1.5 million on ,my loft, i never recieved one bill, thats becaus ei recieve nothing.
there is a letter to Suze Orman- and she was reluctant ( celebrities she avoids- but im so fucked uop behind credit and money- my fica score is ghetto) but took my case becaue she felt bad and because her and my friend prodiuces a show i did wqell on…….I begged the above named to xcontribute one ONE thing in this whole year and we can discuss the entire thing and perhaps you can give me guidaNCE here- because due to the factt hat i assumed 9like a dick) the turst funsd eas having me followed and tapoped it was in fact not them- they cannot do such things……they sued me for making 11 million dollars in 2002- i made 15. oh sorry my add. I didnt know i made this kind of money, in fact “i ” do not .. Kurts estate and Frances Bean make this kind of money, Upon Kurts death, a “glitch” /division occured. My REAL ss# and Kurts SS# were used to account for 2/3rds of mty income- this income is income i do not have never recieved.
wich is why these numbers are so huge and i havent a bank account. My Public Persona has been torn to such shreds that a doctor who WATCHED me urinate and GRABBED the hair off of my head Personally wAs called yesterday ( wait wait wait….as i write that….Jim and Melissa had no mercy aboput starving Wendy and Kim and Brie anne- No mercy about luring me to my own property and having me arrested, no mercy about on the Frioday thaT Franncy was taken from school and iow asnt told where she was and jim KNEW and knew i would have died, if anything worse happened=- he had Julie and Josh taped sayiong they were worried about me, I found out that youy cannot get the loony bin ( 5150 in california) for “suicidial” threats wich …if “Im gonna jump off the empre state buildiomg couunts if..”Im gonna light the first fucking match atthe stake” counts as actual suicide threats then mama lets go, they had no mercy- and a ton of motive. HOW AM I ON VIRGIN AGAIN????? YES i do think its my signature- NO i do not have anmy recioleectionm of signing withthat labek so when it all hits theother day when im foirced to hearemplyee x5 say “shes dozzzing”x6″ stomed good and stoned”rustle rustle like cash ( i havebt foujnf maccourt versus b ( allegedly for Bricklin- shes from PA and “ran” the ” legal department at geffen” if this is true i dont know. I wne tthroiugh barbers 95 ND 96 Geffen expense reports and im sire thye feel the sam way—- have a mistress whatever- but on our dime? and that wife number one? working two jobs, two kids- ONE he impregnates her having this extrmarital affaIR WEITHME- now im too guilty about this fore words 0- but i figure all that must ne the ‘BITCH MONSTER OPPRESSOR EVIL WIFE” that his hokm elooks like a morgue and he seems so disconnected from society and its rules- far more than me- or even inhis narcissims and small town social contracts likw Kurt- cept Kurt was validly creative and he was moral. we trangressed morality me and this man. His tale to tell about the “im,pregnationm: was that he was YAWN PLEASE( i get my strength through this all from Heartless bitches international whose emotional manipulator essay is pure genius
‘ I went to get my stuff and i guess i knew it was the goodbye fuck.She grabbed me and pulled me down and i said are you safe and she said yes, and i had sex with her, and she seemed so smug….. of course it never happened again ( yeah kind of like when he swore to god on hios childrens lives that hed onkly had sex with melissa in sepotenmber and October a few times and a prostitute named Vanessa
** Prostitutes- Theres a fortune in hooker services on my amex under all sorts of names- and then theres these chartered trips to Vegas last month on”his amex-= he somehow squeezed mine off his- what with ALL of Kurts tshiort money and Dean going to a small towen in Lousiana and selling a Loan they made for 2.8 million to them and making another loan for 1 ,7 and they start a mortgage comapny and the carnation house Kurt bought for cash going to ” The truistees of Courtney Love” in 1991 without me knowsing and the Chase “p[ayments” going to a bank in Pheonix where they also own a bout ten houses- shitty ones- On THAT Washington mutual loan – the next one wich goes throug Northfork bank ” TYruth In lending” THAT application actually has Dean and Melissa and jims shit on itMelissa buys a BMW on my amex i always thought.Acvtually NOMelissa Buys TWO BMWSTWO LANDROVERSAND THEN THERES THE PORSCHEat christmas after jim alegedly “totalled” a porsche wich three years previously i had told him for hi sbirthday i would leas hima mid life crisis porsche for six months
The man who did these taxes was named Kurt Vittola from Gudvi Chapnick Oppenheim, and if it had not been for my former nannys love of Frances i would not have seen the entire show and i want to share that with yiou.POlease copy this fast.Jim will teaR IT down. Brooke youve been paid 1-2 ooo a month every month as a priority- and we need to talk- any survivor of my employ has to know- “know” youll be supeonad beause VB used Kitty

every president needs a president and Hayes is mine but this is clove

i came to check in as we decided to just start deleting and to basically
have me off the net period

rules of kitty radio

we are trying out a software that recognises certain names and words and
deletes you immediately warns us who you are and prevents you from returning

presently those words are names of any minor children with the exception of
brieanne o connor since she is doind a CONFIRMED thing on MTV2 what it is?
this site with the crawling roach press toilet drinkers can read about it in
tv guide.

America meet Briie Anne O conner Mr. cabanas beloved kid sister guitarist
poet – and boy is she pissed

its gonna be like Cindy lauder Vs Madonna in my opinion

by that i mean the other sixteen year old girl on MTV the one who grew uno
rich and dint have a bunch of suicide alcoholic dead guys in her family and
her best friend big brother die on her/

her lyrics are brilliant

this int for a month

ONE comment on her being “unattractive” which is impossible actually since
ties absolutely not but some of you guy si just checked mentioning fictional
plastic surgery was BANNED here it feeds the tabs

so i wouldn’t be surprised if you POST about ANNOYS looks you better be ready
to pout a large close up on your thread face shot and then body shot

1. no minors in families involved mentioned

2. i have a post where i told the details of every surgery i had ever had its
quite a good thread
of course the fucking tabloid reposers are too LAZY to search for intelligent
information about Darwinism even thirds and a point six hip to waist ratio
symmetry the fortune foundation and a persons physicality and its effect on
thaw world

I saw the pictures of me too

i look okay happy my teeth look clean and the i 800 sigh works- so does
proactive and auction except the gross chaffed lips

i dot know what insane “bottom party ” bullshit you read about and if its a
fun new depraved la activity IM right there but this is nonsense of course i
can move my face there bottom right in one teensy furrow maybe a millimeter=

yes there are people who get injections too close to the eyes and they look
robotic

i have nit done that

you should be discussing what your fucking problem is next ill get shit for
doing yoga when someone brings up something as extreme as major plastic
surgery i obviously have NOT had the discussion then should have been what
the fucking issue was

because you are lying so if you type the word “surgery” and words related to
that unless its a special thread devoted to thoughts on the subject you will
be deleted I have been fucked by tabloids because i looked good
If i look bad after a double root canal and good two months later vie had>>>>>

>>a great trip to the UK and moved fen hui

One mention of a felony committed by any member of any band to do with kitty
radio which at present are all hole members bands and will be all nirvana
members bands soon boom your banned for life.

Bootlegs on hole i dot mind

the guys from the other band will tell Brooke their preference

all the words vie seen used including pejorative about females are in our
software it Mae take a few days to run but well ban you if you task advantage

cuss fine

any mention of my usage of drugs legal or illegal will be a cause for banning

a guy from us think i was on drugs with eve because we were: Dancing” eve is
the squarest girl in the world and i dot do the drugs chic in that
environment had sort of a shot of tequila and eve stopped me made a face i
agree i only ever drink that shit because i hate the taste of all booze
except PERTs and Lafayette rothcild

i am NOT on drugs

we ALL did weird shit mid September last year gained weight drank calmed
down whatever made us feel good i ddi too for two weeks and Tehran i ddi not-
legal prescribed and stopped before October i think

The rumors of “drug use” are coming from this site ONLY and you MUST STOP IT
NOW other than Frances you are going to have me shut down Kitty radio and
the Nirvana catalogue cannot suffer any more negativity

you want it at some lame patrolled banner ad site? and oh yeah you cant even
say HELL cozy illl put it in there

make a nice cover page of Kurt’s potted meat and vaginas and vel knave
collage on the cover page and if you say “sucked” “lame” and “vagina” man if
you say “weird” you can leave IM not actually totally kidding

any further disparagement is just bad all over for all involved

form ihatecourtney.com we checked its up for grabs
i love Courtney and i fucked Courtney and effaced Courtney twice are all not
for sale

anyway you get the point

if you dot KNOW it dot post it and no discussion of minors period

thetas the rules break em and create ONE more bullshit news story and the
sites coming down
police the haters and report there so few they are mostly eight people who
post under about four hundred names which i find psycho

they should like eat something nice and go snuggle their honeys like IM gonna
do

oops the beagle farted

CL

on minor itemdickweeds; We have old 1 million point3 copies of Live through
this?And no offense but I ouldnt support live for my own reasons….so
we are
no single band?hey! Neither was Janes,Metallica or Zeppelin OR
Sabbath…okey
dokey dont come in here acting like a player ,when your only connection to
“show biz”is that your great uncle knew Wavy Gravy in 1968…tata Courtney

God you are so deluded up in your little easteern upstate Town,Kurt was a
better songwriter than Trent is or will ever be,not to drag this down to
hiogh school but if you consider who’s actually posting this…..I’ve tasted
both fruits,spit pout the pits, and Kurt was a master,and your satan god
admits that…nyahnyah….so THERE thee one who “shoulders the whole
alternative world on her back”as opposd to “being dismissed as a faggot new
wave band” …your leaders own words,DONT EVEN START ON KURT IN HERE OR
YOULL
HAVE THE VISIGOTH WAR OF THE MILLENIUM….naw,Ill just get bored ,someone
printed out the “war” for me , i sent a copy to your guy,highly
amusing…..made me want to use up 10 free hours…tata ..CLC INC