Courtney Rants

winehouse

ive never said a word about winehouse. i donwt know anything to say any7thing.

I Claudius
Middlemarch
Claudus the God
addition to perfection marion woodward
history of love dian ackerman
history of the courtesans current fave
teh god delusion mind blowing

(Note:this post is in response to a question about her favorite books)

dudes/homos

it took me til NYC to accept the factthat there are no dudes in the demo and you know what? FUCKING EXCELLENT! i embrace this! id rather have homos any fucking day being that i am a gay mn trannie any fucking waay. just read your comments cos i dodnt know how to my blogs. swhats a kudos? im talking to the head of my sp[ace and im afraid to frickin ask, but im sooooo over the dudes, like i isaid having opend for metallica ive hjad the dudes and i prefer my frmale sof all ages and my young homos, colopur my ass liza im thrilled! move teh fuck ohvah scissor sistahs, im thrilled on the site you donthavr ot so much desrcibe yoru stykle as maybe your philophy opr jiust something about you what brands you like i dont give a fuck. but the home thing really got me as ove said sinc emy gen of homos allliked dance music and i fel alientated from my peeps as they went off vogueing, it was nnoying at best, by yall have grown up in lt rock nd ahhhhm fucking thrillllllled, never expected it for a sec , but here i coem Logo Advocte Gyuardian, baby!!!!! fey gay an dnot in my way.
Cork

yeah my mgr said that song went down really well – maybe my compass was off cos i didnt feel it- it was played with confidence and mojo and done tightly considering we decided to do it the day before wich is how i lost my voice id ont care how good your pa or who you are or how excllent the drummer if you dont bring it vocally your never gonna get your band to the level wher tehyre excited about it and put the real elbows in , so i thrasehed my voic e wich was just nic e n ripe the night before doing carcrash about 20 times, mgr said that the reason ididnt feel it was cos people were jawdropping-= hmmmmm….and hes got no reason to blow smoke, i just wasnt feeling it= maybe like the trolly p[osts about the new songs- theres no pr. covers.marketing. context .videos radio play nor mixes so its very hard even for non trolls to get it, unless you were in the room THEN illlisten to what you have to say,nd take it seriously, as constructive criticism, its just a lyric i threw in that night but i think ill keep itl, it sorta drives the whole dammed point home IF i keep the song= now remember the demo your gonna hear is a not even proper dammed demo, its just a melody and a chorus, and a bridge, but peop;e seem to like it.
jawdrop? hm mmmmm wouldnrt i have feltt hat? thn again im not always as confident of my own songs or anyones other than me and Linda or me and Billy and me and anyone else, so i could have had a little taste of the energy of it working or not- my compass must ve been off- already fucking with my paradigm……maYBE hes right he loves it=- my friend at KROQ love sit and the ceo of a major loves it, so i dunno…..do i love it thats what i cant decide- wish i had a good recording from teh roxytm y space had 5 cmeras so theyll cut a good one, and illsee it hope itllsound good i knew id get some whacky celebs if i picke dteh roxy instead of downtown and too much indurstry and i tried moving all th etables an dchairs out wich Kurt did in 91 unfortunately there have been banquettes drilled in sinc ethen about 36 seats in all but i really did not want a vip section and i asked my actress and actor friends to not attend. but the roxy is on the strip so its central( i walked most o fthe way there) and celeb friendly and somehow they created a VIP section. Paris is a very nice girl but they needed audince shots so the houselights were on and i actually did ask her not to attend too, nothing personal,
but ui could see her table talking over the quiet encore and i almist stopped playing but just went onward cos you know what? why anyone who doesnt understand rock would come tro my show escapes me, an dthats a [osse of 10 wich is 10 tix that couldve gone to fans, people from this site, so yeah an i slightly irritated? yeah. But not enough to do a piublic bollocking , it says in the blog si flipped her off an dhse left crying wich is total nonsense, but shes just not a rock person, her sister actually has Hole records and knows what id do for a living, but i dunno- i mean whatever damen dash and scxott stourchwhat does that even MEAN? im sure it means alot to plenty of people but i t means nothing to me. thats not a jab , talking is dammed rude, and i couldnt have been more clear in my text that every ticket counted and there was no VIP section – but somehow LA likes to migrate into a VIP section they just natriually go fo rit- an dthe bnqutees are in there now and at the 91 Nirvana show it was so cool cos the weases and the celebs had to hang with the kids too, an dthos edaMMED DRILLED in seats created some imginry barrier an di was so speicific with the roxy management that there were NO vips and that i would let our guest list sit at the banquitets but that anyone could go nywhere-= im actyally getting pissy as i write this! grrr. stilldidnt chant been doing it more at night. thats bad, theres a district meeting tomorrow maybe illget my practice a bit tighter. its gotten loose over the last week, value creation! humanity! human revolution! 9th consciousness! mutual possesion of ten worlds! Middle Way! breathe~
meow.

taKE THES ESTUDIO GUYS AND LP TO THE FOUR SHOWS ND JEEP TEH KIDS PRACTOCING ALL OF JULY ND PLAY AGAIN…….DUNNO?

or os tht just the latest nonsesne rumlour? like me being “al;l pver doherty” when ve nbever met the guy in the sun?
wellsomneone had to complain and be bitter co sout of 50 ort do musicians only 5-8 md eit so biutterness and rumoirs are bound to occur.

they did have to wait and it was just aone man show with louie running eevrythinga ll in everyone wastreated really well, i hope noone was too messed about, i have tyet to sit and write thank you notes to everyone who came out but messed about? i dontthink so, one kid came allthe way from leeds a freind of ryan from teh cribs and he was an excellent pubnk drummer but ryans hgeard the record this kid wasnt correcdt for this music, as far as cost we askled for allreciepts for taxis and transpo etc noone was treZted ina nyway ina geative or sour manner. and otwasnta lllads babe p,enty of girl;s, of it had been done properly everyone wouldve felt like a number anbd goptten 15 minutes, if anyones ougt of pocket or feeling that way they allhave louies blackberry and if theyre feeloing out of sorts they sjould contact him do ic n fix iut if theres a prioblem or someone young or niabe didnt tunr in their recieptsm this cost me a fucking fortune, guerilla style like this, but nboone got messed about exceptthe day i ws very two hours late fpr Jpn from the Libertines mostly. whose fantastic bssist who i jiust spoke with.
This wasntthemost “[rro” situation but id have gottne stuck in pro vil;le an dnot gitten the individual sounds n dtestures i was looking for. and firther i havent mad eyup my mind about all the lead guitarists they wullbe stayinga t my house when they come an d theres nothing wrong with that.
i wonder what hppene dto makje you post that! we wer eunfailingly polite and one girl i gave five shots to cos she was a friend of a friendm and Drew M sent me some great people Mcgee did too, i sae the most indivicual and sweetest energy type people in tp thezse shitty rooms () great for london) and spendt a fortune to do so wr sure doulve used a good tech nd a crew guy, the music working fo reveryone for days bvefpre instead of some peopel havingto come in cold, but in la youd get a number and fiftenn minutes id barely make eye contact with you and youd be a numbverm, so we chose an alternate route,and nothing is perfect again of anyone feels dissatisfoed with thier tretment or trveled and didnt turn in receipts they shold get ahld o flouie who everyone has that number. and i shallbe sneding flowers and notes this week when i get the time, i put up with aklot of the wrongs tyle an dincompetence in that room but i willsy itw as worth it because i found wehat iw as looking for in terms o findividual vcisiona n dvBritish aestehtic. one mkes ones choices.

oh forgot i didnt finish my thought how unusual of me my doc saod of dont quit smoking ill have to have vocal surgerym im pre nodes, nd the mrianne thingw asa bouyt how much i totally laothe being compared to her vocally because its just not true! itd just not! i hve so much more rnge left than she does, she shott he lrynx OUT its GONE doesnt make her any less cool, but io cn go up nd trill down, do my scales everyday i sing nd ron andersonw hsoe one of the most espendy and bext vocal coaches in town or in the us has told me many times i have a wide range and why do i sue the low one so much? welltheres notes upt hee inthat high rnge wich are shot out. hey my voice has been commented in as two cats in a bag fighting sinc ei was fresh voiced, but i do hve range if i weas adude they wouldnt be saying so much nonsense about my deep voice, i resentt he marianne comparisons vocally becausei DO have a bigger range than marianne not bigger than dyklan or patti but technically more than marianne, its a real pet peeve.
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it 5 songs at 1115 mybe five, just got back from a week of 14 hours days n London i can with grvaity say that London is pretty dead musically , not for comedy and not for art but for music, opergaps dogerty gets sop much aTTENTIon not just for kte moss but also cos hes whats happening wich is sorta sad ( i dont kno wthe guy and no i didnt gop to thier recordwrap party didnt want to be papped there tho me and Drew M bfrom Babyshambles are clsope so clozse in fact that without ghis effort i would never have come tp London he prganised everything and psuhded and pushed for it) i did find the best of the best and despite my anto chicks stance, i ended up falling in love with two of them, one argentian girl ptrizia whop ;ools ;iek a mimiture jessica rabbit wich madde me think she wouldbne be able tp play, but she came trhru Drew and CSS ( Lindas Brazilian somethingbout these s americn girls) she p[lugged ina nd kicked my ass there were otehr really good bassists John from the Libertines is excellent and a girl nmed nAndrea who has big man hands like me but just needs a year or two more- Patrizia kicked my ass and a drummer named Stu swith dreads down to his ass, and surpirignly handsopne for a drummer i was pretty much ignoring him sinc ei thought id founf the drummer of my drams but i could ewalkj intop Lindas studio with Stu and shed be imp[ressed and gher standards are HIGH,noones going to be a good as nate whpose cute and younga nd KILLS but Lind willnever let me have him , M3elissa audf der mar and me have been talkinga litt;e about it but shes so vague an dgha BEEN WORKING ina solo record for two years- thixs girl bethnia walks in and all my trendy london friends think she doesnt have the x factor wic h she has in sopades and spades she mjored in SANSKRIT at Cambridge and passed lecvel 8 hrp and piano and i was mnaking her do string oarts wich after this string section is so good i reliase is unfur and i need a cellist, the japnese girl who i believe is a trained cellist was back in japan, family rmegrrnacy thing , i loved how bethnia reminded me so oooooo mcuh of Auf der mar but Taurean and diffefent leather low pants and klitle hndmade silver lether jacket and six foort one, that same tiny waist and big butt thing but mnan she can play she blew me away-= dreads and lether poants are not de rigurer cool on London , Noel Fiueldong sort of started the red jeans thing and his friend willy burrelll Johnnys brither who is also a friend couldnt take bethnia and i knew then taht was agOOD THING as it just meant my insticts were correct, thos eo fyou tomorrow coming willsee damon who pays keys and does alot of backup singing inthis record piano and mellotron the guys a genius an dghe looks like he walked out of zepplein in 74 bethnia looks liek tht and damon said hed tke her iunder his wing and teach her the prts himself-0 theyre like yin yang of each other, she couldve easily walked out of 1974 witha low pj hrvey voice and patrizia ha s alow pj harvery oice too, then this guy who used to be ina band called ( bad name alert) larrakin love came n scottish looking red fro stain in his shirt paeach fuzz and thsi si what hppens when your under 25, your not stuck in the nineties, he nailed billy and lindas parts but what he was playingw as so 2007= jophnny grteenwood jack white an dbeyond mars volta it was all coming oyt of him and i was blown way lastly for now this little blonde come sin aafuzzy sweater- Kurts twin, Liam, i couldbnt even look at him, he models to pay the rent, burt hes 22 and i love his rythym playing too, he needs to work the hardest, b ut i may do these four shopw with the band yous ee tomorrow night and stillhave to hold la auditions wich illfly my kids out for= there was also a scouser named mark noone kn ws where he cme from i locve that he bl;agged his wy inm nd jul,ian who se very cute ina band called whitey and hi spartner scott and a n amazing drunner fromn nΩ wgow as in d4 beaver he was the frimtrunner but stu just went into this mike bordin / jimmy miller. dave grohl staiostr[[here. irts nit sone lame attemopt to stay “young: but its anttamepot when i get off teh traininbg wheels Linda is so generousoly giving me she is sych lyal loyal freind and such a genius and i cant wait til yall hear who shes doing next FINALLY one of the best ROCK nands in the world and Metallica may not be fr off, shes doen her pop girl thing and imn siure shell do it gain but LP os rock chick to the bone and genrous and loyal and strict and wonderful, had cxrazy day in paris ate about 50 laudre macaroons the inspiration for teh pallette for marie antionette for sofia coppola and ended up with four boxes of them,they are my new heroin, anyobne who wants top call it n eating disor=der needs to see me near a box of ludre macaroonbs and Lagerfdeld was 6 hours late due to weathjer and let me have a run of teh rue vendome store and i wore the REA:L dress the 200k one, and i cannot believe i didnt spot the knock off for what it was thsi was handsewn with beutiful pockets and detriling nd they took my meaSUREMENTS and this time it fit like a glove im soooo embarassed but love KLagerfeld for having teh senes of humour to s we say in Buddhism turn poison into medicine, thexze are for Harpers Bazaar nd its not music oriented zt all the interview m i finally conceded and did krls nude on cocox couch the room where coco chanel hd her lovers and came up with her ideas the door says mdemoiselle on it still hert aptrs ARE STUNNINGA ND THEY PUT CHanel pearls strategiuca;ly everywhere and took out that momnet of the pudgy nuce on the couch and i got a little ht from bnext xseason very madeline or more very coco- and ws sayingf i reallyw ntrd to play the ritz ballroom show for him n dfor the 2 mninute warning cos linda freaked when she found out iwqast iun on monday, she had been told dofferent, we got ot the train station with me bnaked except for some pearls and a chanel labcoat, and a ton of rick owens and chanel shopping bags and the BUTCH PARISIN TRAIN LDTY WOULD NOT LET US ON THE TRTAIN ahe took one look zt those shopping bags and just assumed we wer eugly mericans for a day trip and we were on gtime and i knew id miss this giug wich is symbolic on many levels, firstly wlking off that pkln ind into a a level professiobnal rehersal wotha ctual crew whereas louie who worked for the ppepers for 17 yrs aN DNOW WORKS FOR NME AS ROAD MANAGE3R ha sbeen obn his own it was very expensive guerilla auditions bad pas aND BAD TECHSm i we3nt ot ozzies dr on harley street and lied an dtold him u ewas playing teh royal albert hall that bnight so i could get the good satuff , he gve iut to me orally, and then i got KENALOG SHOT YETERday from my vox doc xzo imn pumped full of dso much cortisone i shoudl sound like pavaratti he guessed exactly how much i smoke too and told me illhaave ot get suyrgery i have pre po;;up pre nodes- meaning id ont have nodes yet, but allthsoe marianne faithfullcomaprions vocally wich bug the shit out of me since i who love her as a human bveinga nd the first person to ever giev my daughter wine wich i find out in ap[ril nd am not hzppy abouit, of courts eit was a 1000 dollart bvottle the first putcvhjase on hert new ccm and mariannes bf helped her chooze teh vintage i find this out in april, so what can i dxo,k its a glas sif wine but man, shes only 14 and both her perents are addicts marianne totally seduced frances SHE gave ger a chanel jacket and a pair of leather rpants from the 80s and A GLASS OF WINE.
sop im a littl emiffed with mrianne, tho getting her to come up and song sister nmorphine in pris on the 3rd night be fun,,,,,but im annoyed aboyt the wine,
adult supervision is differnt in france.
anyway this BEEETCH at the trin staionw asnt lettinfg us on the train and we were ON TIME i swear, somehow i believe dfrnces was in cromwell hisospital with a 103 degree fever and got on my kn=ees beggiung nd tellingher to take the dammed shopping bags she was 555 ish sour and had no children kinda reminded me of the other website webnistress whose doing some abnsird victopry dance over a nondecisipn tht get s an appeal over therde zt that othe rsite from what i hear, like i czrem butr brooke crossed mny mind, whenever i zee sour faced nasty women blonde i think of thos stalker of mine zhe couldve been brook i was gettong in that plane, id kept cool ll day, when lgerfeld was so kate i didnt let in id idnt give ny attitude i let them put me in too smll shoes and he was funny and genuine and nothing klike i thought hed bem i hve chnel bags for every one and boxes of macaroons for everryone now nd love;y l;pve;y lovely accespories and sunglasses and makeup i mean we had to leve but not til we erided the store! ANCD HE WS MRO ETHAN GRCIOUS GETS PHOTOS FAST, and we were zio zip zip, and we get to the nuxe and lopuie ) c hili peppers rd mgr now nmine_) gave me a two mninute warbningw ich ctually maeant two ninutes not ten like im used to a two ninute warning being nd i was just wantong so much to play this show for karl and chanel, and my stylsit went intoa victorian faint hes in no way admin or an orgniser, he sews flopwers onto ribbon quietly and he was beingf orced into this position that hezx very edward gory nd he sthe best stylsiut ive ghad sicne maddonn stole ari, hes operfect ancd he does the couture and xshows for chanel and rick owens and givenchy and countelss others and does shoots covers dily and hes pushed ne into sone great pieces even when i was fat u was werubg rochaS and lanvin and turned me onto whu chkloe and me are a perfect matc h for day wear and of course illalways be loyal to marc jacobs hes so loyal too, he sent me lst falls entore line when i was still in court but the best thingt o do in court iswerar anthropologie or at most armani cos when you dress pretty they wanna get you allthe more its not a fashion show, and you will just piss them off of you dress nice, i was punoshed by having to go to rrhab 90 fdatys wich i shoylda sdone long before and punished by havingt o go to court what wa sita nyone count? 32 times? THAT wad my punishement.
poor paris i feel bad for her, i heard the jidge went to c hrich the sunday aftyer the fridy he sentanced ger and got standing ovation fromn hos congrgation, hous eo fjesus. nioc e, wht a sweetie., Lohan however i fany of you yanks KNEW who cALUM BEST WAS IN THE UK,,,,THINK FLAVOR FLAV….. Someone brought hin over her once and i hate being catty butr i was like- get himn OUTR of here he sthe flavor flav of the UK hes c ute but he s stillteh flavopr falav of the uk.anyway bitch would not let me on train or posse so then o got good an dmad i love provence an dsouth of france and the fuck youa ttitude of the french in generl they are juist veryt different pris vs cannes area, but i dont go back gto paris unless i get paid, we hd to charter a jet to ctahc another chartered jet bacj here so i coykld make rehersdals the good news is that they punop so nmuch oxygen into thos ethings and no my busibness mabnger is unbhappy as all hell ive never chartered a jet from europe before- butr i got off the plane so refreshed win thez ebig white kleather seats with teh sbility to smoke wich i need to stop unless bac k to full circle i wnt surgery in year and two days on three days off on tour is not econocally dfeasible, so my thin ohse is gonna go soin cortisone is why i had a opuffy face allthry the early 90s, you can go to 500 calories a day wich i thionk one macaroon is about five bucjs abnd has two eggs in it btw, i out on half a kg in one day,rose chestrnut gingerbread lilac violet caramel oh my god these laudre macaroons also available in harrods are sick good and if you live ibn london or pris its so worth it to go there, i chnted alot that day too i donrt know what went wrong then i got back to london nd joteiced i had a pair of press shoes from next seasons and ive bnever stolen a thingf rom shoort in my life nd i thought MY GOD thats the karma and also noel lost my really nice gloves brancd new aubergine ones, ogh yeat fter i was sobbing fodoiung mt klady mac raining oyt naked buit for a laqbcvot u fot good nd MAD and flipped he roff inb both eyes and scremed that next war i hope we strt itw uth parius and she was nazi obviously whod vbeen left behnd an dlouie3 picked me uyp and stuffed me in the van cos the french cops were about to arrest me next, taht wouldve been fin”uh londa cant amke it in in jail” he just picked me up and shoved me ina sho[p[ing bag literally and we gotthe hell oyt of there on a prop pl;abe cross the channel. ahhhtehers more my day in paris, LINDA CANT eat sugar and so couldnt east the laudres and hat3d the rick owens jacke3t u bgot for her, so that was abust iuc amne bearing gifts but ny voice was in top form and iw as so relievced to see my boys and LP, and how wel they play, i msde rehersal tapes and sent them to my londoners particularly liam who plays reallyw ell but has timinfg iussues, one kid came in he had taken someones plac e on the arctic monjeys tour sweet kid but he was PUNK and played smatha perfectly asnd PUNK, we both agreed nicdely tht itw qasnt for him. i turned some of my aa london friends onto BUIDDHISM WICH MADE ME FEEL GREAT.
but i had zero time to socalise except to take a little care of my frienc david and my dfriend noel one broke his foot the othe ris just gettingr eally famous and dodubg debauched thinsg he shoyldbnt be doung, hes pribably the bvest conmuc mnind in the uk and he needs well its none of my busienss he bneecds to have someone take caqre of him til he gets it nd does somethings opirtual and phsycial and stop kletting this fame thing gettto hom or he wont hAVE it anyway, hers geniues ( nighty boosgh three sounds amazing_) the c racj fox and the jazz cell tht gets killed with sids safety pin its aamazing i cant say too mnuch cos il get int rouble, when thsoi record out i dont fuckong know. wellsee afte rthese shows but i dont think illtake THIS band in tour thsi time ill leave em here and let em work hzrd on the songs while i go with L{ amd my recording band with th estrinsg tomorrow nights band wich LP desp[ite her buisy bus=y schedule she has offered to do.,and maybe illd o aporductiopna dn distribution cdeal, cos im gonna have to spend my own miney anyway, idunno there s one record company i really really liek who really like me, so wellsee if they have a marketing pkbn fro me, otherwise wghy not i can afford it and i may as well. what >? tehres spome nourjoui=s thingy aboyut :”mpmmy daDDY IM ON WAR+NERS” I HAVE NO MOMMY AND DADDY, top impress and id prefet to make 85 cents on the dollar rather thn 20, but but but i really do like theos one company nd they love the record an diuts mad eup if a consortiun of artists and empaths and opeople with ears…….we shallseewhat hppens
i lopve nked bnath ditto on the cover of the nme! genius ! best nme cover sicne opjharvey in teh chicken yard by anton corbjin.
okay gonna go nigh n igh, paris non non. lagerfeld oui oui oui, calssy behaviour of harpers bazaAr – 10 out of ten. mty stylsiyt painting i need himt oknow that he willnever be put in taht siutauation again and can go back to ghis victoriana an d his life we really put him in bad spot.
irt was gureilla audiutions wirth last ninute people and people coming in cold, theres some eccellenbt musiuicans i ha=havent namned mistly lead guitar,. cos pete mnight be done with cornell and also cos i habnet md ey-up my mind abkyt flyong them over here uits dammed cheap, 258 bucks for coach on Viurginba nd rhey can stay at my house!
i gotta chant at 8./
au revoir i hjad a blast high points nd low points an di ctually used mny butler to use a button hook on my chanel shoes, i had a butler button! it eas fancy nd unfancy all at once.
ND IT EWNST STORMY niught in the channel bit it wasnt smooth and i just scarfed macaroons, honestky if you can find a weibsite for them just stare at them, Zn if you want o gove someone the gfreatest trezt of their entire lives call harrods not PARIS nd order a box of 35 or 70m itll be the best gastric present youllever get anyone, truxst me i have taste, buds.
and a closet full of the geenrouys nr lagerfelds letting me run thru the store,,,,,,,,,,,,yay! mny child has gone emo and no longer wears chanel and somne was for her, she likes her bags from meoba records and has red hair and pinted her room red and black,mrick on little bean. eyeliner and klitsa emo right when i think ive figured yt ehat she likes the white struopes the kooksshe move sinto something else, she lopved the macaroobns damnit bvut refused to admnot they =were gebiuueys i hioe she doesnt get emnbarassed tonorrow shges aklswatxs been so supposrtiveof nme abd this record and ui hsy=t dont wnna emnbarass her but all mothers wuth 14 tr olds embarass them, poor baby, but i AM thin an dhijst remember Trent Abntony and Flea ere all four years older than me and Grohls my age oh yes he is if your gonna argue imn the one whoxse seen his passport you havent=sio fat and yung is cute and sjinny and old is fine if yoru a WOMAN, actauly lets be fir i dontthinka nyones a good rockstar fat and old( for rockstar years)
bwyay befopre i go to sleep i just wanna puvlically priclim hoe much i love paul an dpete an dnate and damon and Monsieur William Corgan on this record nd how much i truly deeply madly love Linda P{erry who ssems to never ever be wrongw hen it comes top me, i love her so much and that shes taken the time to do thios for me is amazing, shes the leader and the innovator and anyone thinking linda isnt “indie”enoiugh cant have any of my macaroons, cos your WRONG, as sges prived on trhos onm her ben jellum record and on rthe next punk trip nmegaband record, she willrise liek no woman ever has so on top fo beonga partner a business partner an advisor a guru a dear dear friend one of the great loves of my lofe my soulmate when it come sto songwriting i men if i cant make a record with linda i just womnt mke one, shes what ove looked for my whole lofe sicne i wads putting opretty girls to front bands cos i wasnt pretty enough. Linda writes from her guts as do i we just have different guts and she gets me like a lion protecting a cub i love her soooooo much.
night all
Courtney

VAGUEISH DATE FOR LONDON MY BORTHDAY….ILLBE 28 AGAIN OR WHATEVER MY WAISTLINE IS MAYBVE ILLGE LUICKY AN D BE 25